I had to begged the nigga not to take my babies. Looking at him lay in my bed, I just needed to get him help. I understand his brother was dead and the thought of him getting killed for no reason was fucking with him plus nobody was getting charged was worst. I needed him to be strong and be a positive parent for our kids.
You gonna leave me for good ? He whispered as I looked back at him. No but I am leaving if you don't get help, I replied as I stood up.
Getting Law help was something I had to do regardless, he was the father of my kids and I didn't want him leaving them at all. So I was gonna deal with the fuck shit, just because of that.
Getting the boys ready for school, I was forcing him to come with me. He wasn't finna started drinking at 7 in the morning no more. This nigga really been popping bottles that early for the pass year. I can only picture how his liver look.
Putting the baby in her car seat and the other kids in the car, he sat in front looking crazy. He had sunglasses on because his eyes was red as hell. Getting in the car I hated my weight, my Dime was only 2 weeks, so I still had extra weight on me.
Looking over at him, he looked miserable and I know that situation was hard for him and Jay because them niggas was tight as fuck. Jay was in the same boat but Tasha was pushing him to stop drinking also.
Arriving at the boys school, Junior really ain't fuck with his daddy. Like my baby barely spoke to him. Getting out the car to help them out he looked at me as Junior kissed and hugged me and the other two hug him. Lawrence please don't be rude, we just talked about this, I said to my son as he looked at his dad. You don't want to hug your daddy? Law asked his twin, this boy looked just like him, it was crazyyyyy. I know I'm fucking up man, but I promise I'm get right, Law said to our son as he just looked at him. Hugging our son, tears exit his eyes. I'm sorry man, Law said as he was face to face with our oldest.
Watching our boys walk off he just watched until they disappeared in the huge school.
9:30 a.m
Law come in I demanded as we arrived at the original Gym . He haven't been at none of his business since Juice passed. Now I yelled as Jay and Tasha pulls up. I called her and told her that she needed to get Jay out the house to without no alcohol 🍷. Getting out the car Law looked at me. Man I ain't been here in over a year he whispered as he looked at my lips. I know so today you finna get back to work. Juice wouldn't want y'all to be like this and he definitely wouldn't want y'all to be drunks Tasha added as Jay looked at her. Kissing his lips, I needed him to know that I was here for him.
Damn, he said as we walked in the building. Wow, he said as a painting of Juicy covered the whole wall. We had this local artist name Java to paint the picture because we knew it would of meant a lot to Law. Being this was the first building he opened with Juice. Juice always had a job with Lawrence. I mean they honestly did everything together. I remember when Law went off to play ball, Juicy was there with him the whole ride.
Hugging me tight, he buried his face in my neck. I am sorry he cooed as we hugged. I have to do right for my kids and you. Juice was just my best friend and my brother, I didn't expect none of this to happen, he cooed . I know babe, but you and I know Juice wouldn't want you to be down and out. You know he would be telling you to get your shit together if he was here , I said as I rubbed his back. I know you right babe, just help me help myself babe, I know I been fucking up but I promise I will do better, he said as I looked into his dark eyes.
I took vows to love him for real right. Through thick and thin.
