First time writing in BILLIE'S POV

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She was so fucking beautiful and elegant and shy. She wasn't really all that shy... I had seen her cheer, all the other cheerleaders seemed to look up to her. I hadn't followed her in school too much, but from what i saw... she was popular. But I knew something a lot of people didn't know about her...homegirl was gay. Very very gay. And so am I. What a coincidence.

I sat outside her bedroom one night and watched as she put her hand under the covers and started to throw her head back. I know I should have turned away....but she was covered up and looked so beautiful. It's not even that I wanted her sexually at that point...I was just admiring her beauty. Then she pulled her tablet out and typed something in. I was curious and moved to a different window as a video began to play, I wanted a better view of the screen. Finally I saw Cleo get off, making the O face I wanted to make her make, and lick her own fingers after. She set her tablet down, and I saw two girls on the screen, classic pornhub. She watches lesbian porn....fucking perfect, I remember going home and obsessing over the fact that this perfect girl...that I had been stalking basically...might actually like my touch. I had to try it. I had to have her. I started planning then.

And here I was, staring at Cleo shirtless on my lap. Her boobs were even perkier than I expected. She might not admit it, but her body admitted that she loved my kisses as she let out a soft moan. Her nipples were hard. I bet she was wet...but I didn't want to force her. As much as I liked being rough and slapping her pretty little face, I wanted her to want me back. I looked into her eyes and saw a mix of fear and curiosity as I kissed her neck slowly.

I almost melted when she leaned in to kiss me on my mouth. I'm glad her eyes were closed when she kissed me so she didn't see me blush.

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