Billie Eilish Fanfic - Forced.

Crazy CLEO's POV ***SMUT

I had literally no fucking idea what I was doing but as I positioned myself between Billie's legs I decided I would learn.

What felt good to me would feel good to her right? Right. Of course. I took a deep breathe and kissed her thighs gently, looking up at her face. Her head hung back and she had her fingers running through my hair, like she used to...before she got mad at me. I didn't want her mad at me anymore.

I put my finger in my mouth to make them wet and then ran my middle finger down Billie's slit. I was so nervous that I hadn't taken a moment to appreciate the view until now. I hadn't really seen her open and laying back before but, Jesus. She was so beautiful. Billie looked down at me and I saw her, blush??

"Stop staring at me baby," she whispered, running her fingers through my hair softly.

I found her clit and she responded with a soft moan, I began to run my middle finger in a circular motion on her clit, looking up to see her face for reactions. She was grabbing her left boob biting her lip.

"Is this too hard?" I asked. She shook her head no feverishly,

"More Cleo."

I put my finger back in my mouth and then slid it slowly inside of her, she had goosebumps on her upper legs as I slid in slowly. I pushed in and out, enjoying how wet I saw making her. I couldn't believe she actually liked what I was doing...because I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. She grabbed my hair and moaned,

"Cleo I want your mouth," and gasped gently. It was so sexy seeing her lose control with me like this, she was so pretty and dainty when she wanted to be. It was like a whole different person. This person would never make me strip in front of people I didn't know and spit in my face calling me a whore. This was the Billie I loved.

I put my mouth directly on her clit, she made another soft gasp in response. I ran my tongue in a circular motion around her clit slowly at first; then picked up speed. She started to squirm and move her hips slightly, but I wanted her to be still and cum for me. She was hesitant to lose control. I could tell.

"Stay still. I want you to cum for me," I said, stopping everything and looking directly in her face.

She nodded and let her head fall back again.

I continued what I was doing, adding in a second finger to penetrate her. Her back arched slightly. I suddenly went much faster, curling my fingers the way she had done to me so many times. Her walls began to contract but I could tell she was resisting. I pulled back slightly and whispered assertively,

"Billie it's just me. Cum for me baby," she came immediately. I licked her up and then proceeded to kiss her thighs while she tried to catch her breath. I got up and laid beside her, watching her bare chest heave up and down. She turned to look at me and had a small smile on her face,

"Not half bad for a whore," she said with a wink.

"I love you billie. I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me...I don't actually want to leave you. I just don't want anyone else to see me either. Why can't I just be yours?" I said as I felt hot tears coming to my eyes.

Billie pushes herself up with her elbows and inched closer to me, pushing my hair behind my ear.

"You are just mine. Forever. Sometimes when I ask you to do things it's because you're mine. Don't you get that? Im sorry I made you show them your body...I really didn't even want anyone else seeing you naked but when you resisted I knew I had to do it. You shouldn't be hesitating to obey me," she raised her eyebrows at me in disapproval, then sweetly kissed my forehead, "but I'm sorry princess. I really am. I love you."

"Please don't be mean to me again. Billie please," I looked at her with big sad eyes as I started tearing up again.

She sighed and looked down, then looked back up at me, "It hurts me more than it hurts you C, you're my baby girl. I hate making you be in pain but sometimes I have to...you know how this has to be. It doesn't mean I love you less," I saw a tear travel down her cheek. I didn't respond but I let her hold me instead.

"C?"

"Billie?"

"I know you could have ran a lot further away if you wanted to. You ran cross country. I watched you. Why did you stop and sit in the woods?"

"I missed you."

She looked down from above me in the bed and kissed my cheek,

"I thought maybe that was why.....I don't know why you would. I beat the fuck out of you and make you strip in front of other people. You've really never done much wrong...I just get so fucking jealous Cleo. I wish I could explain it to you. I'm just crazy," she held me closer to her.

"But I love you anyway," I said in her ear.

We didn't talk the rest of the night, just held each other and kissed. I missed her so much. It was so fucked up. She loved me again. I don't think she wanted to hurt me anymore. Right?