Billie Eilish Fanfic - Forced.

Tonight CLEO'S POV

I was so nervous for tonight. Billie just left to do some stuff with her brother so I was locked in the room as usual. I was told to be ready when she came back to have sex. I didn't know shit about this sex stuff... and I was scared. I know she would hold me and comfort me....she does love me, but it's still something I wasn't ready for. But it didn't matter, if she orders I have to do. That's how the game goes. Being a good girl was way more rewarding than being bad. I get ice cream and day trips and tv and clothes! I didn't get any of that shit when I didn't listen to Billie, but I did get my ass beat. Fuck all that. I wasn't trying to make her mad again.

I started to close my eyes and touch myself, exploring my body as an attempt to prepare for tonight. When I got close to climax I realized I was thinking of Billie. How backwards was that shit? I wanted her to fuck me, it was true. Why was I so fucked up?

I took a shower and shaved, then put on some black lingerie Billie had bought for me to wear tonight. I heard the keys jingle and billie entered the room in sweatpants and a big t shirt.

She whistled as she looked me up and down,

"Hey beautiful, God damn that looks way better on you than that Victoria's Secret model. Let me see that ass baby turn around for me," I turned in a circle and she squeezed my right ass cheek. I bit my inner lip.

When I finished turning Billie pulled me in for a kiss and motioned for me to get on top of the bed, then she laid on her back beside me.

"Straddle me."

I did. I felt awkward and like I was in full-on vulnerable view as Billie eyed me up and down, snapping my bra straps.

"Let me see those titties baby girl," I pulled my bra off and it dropped on the floor. Billie's hands immediately traveled up my sides, tickling me in the sexiest way...and then onto my breasts. She pulled on my nipples and sucked my breasts leaving hickeys, I moaned in response. She had literally gotten me off from doing that before when I first let her see them but I would never tell her. How embarrassing.

I put my head back and enjoyed her teasing me, she suddenly stopped after giving me a long hickey and said,

"You sure you're ready baby? I probably should have asked you before I decided. I just think you're ready....you're just scared so I tried to make the decision for you. How do you feel?"

She had never asked how I felt about any of this before. I know she didn't necessarily like forcing me into doing stuff with her...she was more of a giver than a taker and wanted me to enjoy myself. I didn't respond for a minute and she looked worried, she opened her mouth like she was going to say something when I blurted out,

"No I want to. I want to do it with you,"

She smiled and kissed one of my hands.

"I'll go slow baby, lay down."