Personal BILLIE'S POV

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I decided not to fuck Cleo last night, I didn't even try to make a move. Originally I wanted us to have sex after the date, but she had already been through a lot. She needed held and I did that for her. She nuzzled into my chest as we watched a movie. I dried her tears on more than one occasion and then she dried mine. We got close and personal.

She told me she liked me and didn't know what to do about it and it scared her. I told her how similar my feelings were towards her.

Except mine was like an obsession.

She warmed up to me again once we got to our second movie and I told her about the first girl I had ever been with.

"...And I had no idea what I was doing at all. I just pretended to know. She thought I was terrible, it was terrible," I sighed, "but I have learned many tricks since then babygirl," I winked at her and she blushed.

Cleo started to tell me about Lindsay, "I have kissed one girl before, neither of us have told anyone we are gay. I don't like her really but
I like girls and I know she will kiss me whenever I want. She grabbed my boobs once but that's the furthest we have went," she said.

I felt relieved. I didn't know for sure if Lindsay and her had done more. Even though I hadn't witnessed anything more happening between them. It still bothered me she had felt her boobs and I hadn't yet.

"So She has gotten to feel your boobs and I haven't?" I asked with my eyebrows raised. She grinned and moved my hand to her left breast, I gripped it and then she removed my hand.

"Now you're even," she winked and I smiled at her. God she was something.

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