Billie Eilish Fanfic - Forced.

Safe CLEO'S POV

Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing or why I do them. But I knew I wanted to kiss Billie. And I did it. When she finally pulled back she bit her bottom lip and looked me up and down, hungry for me. I crossed my arms and looked down. I know she was going to be pissed that I didn't want to go further. I was expecting another slap to the cheek when she surprised me with a forehead kiss.

"That's enough for now if you're not comfortable trying anything else princess," she said softly. I looked up at her, furrowing my eyesbrows...I was really surprised and slightly confused.

She also looked confused after seeing my face and reacted with a laugh, "Baby girl I never want you to feel forced to do stuff with me....not really. I want you to want it. I know you like girls. I watched you...I know," she stroked my hand and I pulled away as soon as she said I liked girls.

"How do you know? Wh-who told you? I don't. That's not true," I stammered out.

Billie sighed and grabbed my hand again, "I watched you masturbate. I know what you like. It's okay. You can tell me anything. I love you no matter what."

This was the weirdest lifetime movie crazy parallel universe shit that had ever ever ever happened to me and ever would. Watched me masturbate? What. The. Fuck. I only ever watched lesbian porn...because I'm a fucking lesbian. A closeted one. And the door is locked and bolted. I felt so embarrassed but then I stopped to think, I did just do shit with a girl....that I wanted. Clearly I'm into girls and she knew that anyway. This wasn't that big of a deal. And she said the L word....and I think she meant it. You have to love someone to stalk them the way she did. Part of me was flattered that such a beautiful girl liked me enough to stalk me, the other part was obviously very creeped out.

As I was lost in thought Billie began to talk again, "I'm really sorry I watched you do that. I know it was wrong. You were covered up  and I just wanted to see your face when you finished. I don't want you to think less of me. If you got changed I always turned away, I haven't seen your boobs until right now, seriously I wasn't lying," she gestured at my chest and I relaxed my arms to my sides, feeling weirdly relieved.

"Why did you follow me if it wasn't to see me do stuff...like that?" I asked.

"I knew I wanted you. I thought you were perfect. I still think you're perfect and I want you all to myself. I know about that boy hitting you...and it drove me crazy. When I first saw it I knew I had to make sure you were safe all the time. I called the police that one time when you were at the gas station....."

I drowned out her voice. That boy was my boyfriend, one of my coverups. Josh. He beat the shit out of me when I tried to break up with him and when I said I wasn't ready (never would be with a guy duh) to have sex. I knew a stranger called the police when we were fighting and he punched me really hard at a Sheetz one time...but it's crazy it was Billie. She literally might have saved my life. He was in a crazy mood that night...I didn't even want to think about it. But I suddenly felt a lot closer and more trusting.

I began to listen to Billie again...  "When I happened to see you watching that porn...I knew maybe I could make it work for real. I decided it was time to bring you here, and I started planning," she waved her hands around her and smiled.

"So I'm never leaving here?" I asked.

"I don't want you to. I want you to be mine forever, to be honest. I think you'll grow to like it...you know I would do anything for you and take care of you. You know I really only want what's best for you. And you're safe here, always."

I nodded. She was right but I still had to live my life. Is it bad I wanted to stay for awhile though?

"Billie?"

"Yeah baby girl?"

"Thank you for calling the police for me that night. I think he might have really hurt me if you didn't. Thank you so much," my eyes began to water as I wrapped my legs around her waist and hugged her, she ran her fingers through my hair and rocked me as I cried.

"It's okay you're safe now Cleo."