Billie Eilish Fanfic - Forced.

Healthy BILLIE'S POV

I hated making her feel uncomfortable. I hoped I wasn't being too pushy, but if I let her decide when we have sex I was afraid she would never want it...because I did kidnap her. Unlike Cleo who had no experience, I knew what I was doing in bed and I wanted to get her there, make her want me even more.

I loved looking into her eyes and seeing lust for me. It made me wet. And her initiating a make out session....yeesh that just about did me in. I wanted to do things the right way, I wanted to date her...or be as close to actually dating as possible.

I made reservations at a high end restaurant, I knew she loved seafood. I had heard her begging to go with her friends to a crab dinner before. I got dressed up, did my hair, put on lingerie under my clothes. I wasn't going to let Cleo do anything to me tonight, but I thought she might like it. This was going to be about her body and her needs.

I thought about the first time I saw Cleo with another girl. That Lindsay girl that was always sweaty in a soccer uniform. It pissed me off every time I saw them exchange glances during practices nearby, knowing they were planning on hooking up after. That girl didn't have shit on me and I knew it, I just hope Cleo knew it too...and didn't have feelings for that dumb bitch. I tried to shake the thought out of my head.

Finneas came into the room and looked me over, "date night?" He asked.

"You know how we took Cleo? She's still here...in the guest room. She's locked in," I said dryly. I knew he would be pissed. He has told me to stop stalking her for months now. He thought agreeing to be my driver when I took her would help relieve my obsession, but he thought I was only taking her for a couple of hours then sending her back home. I couldn't help it. I didn't want to have sex with her that first night yet, she wasn't ready. And I wasn't ready to let her go yet.

"Billie are you for real?"

I stared at him.

"Holy shit! What the fuck Billie? You realize kidnapping is a fucking felony right? And rape?"

I cut him off "- Finneas she fucking wants me too bro. She made out with me, she initiated it. She knows I've been protecting her. Chill and get off my dick, okay? She's not ready to be out of the room by herself yet but she's close. You know I love her..."

"Just because you love her doesn't mean it's healthy Bil..." Finneas responded, rubbing his hand through his hair.

I shrugged my shoulders. If we both love each other it's healthy.