Hey Jude (The Fosters fanfic)

Midnights

HEY YOU GUYS IM BACK AND I HAVE BEEN BUSY BUT IM SO SORRY. BUT PREPARE FOR JUDE MOMENTS THAT WILL LEAVE YOU CRYING AND WISHING YOU WERE HIM. THANKS SO MUCH YOU GUYS FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND I LOVE YOU GUYS! xoxo -Frankie

"So wait this guy is your brother? You're kidding right?!" I questioned him already knowing the answer. "Yes, he just recently has been depressed and all recently because of a breakup with-" he paused with a dazed look on his face. A boy named Jude he's going to say, I just know it. It scares me knowing that whatever i would have won't happen anymore.

" A boy named Jude, you know my brother was constantly crying and my dad didn't know why but i did. He had trouble sleeping because he felt it was his fault. Espacially about that summer. "

Those words are the call to my nausea causing an instant heat wave of hot streaming tears." Choking back my tears, i wipe my tears from my hot red face piled with hot tears i wipe my tears waiting for a response. He looks shocked now after seeing my tears clearly choking back an angry excuse he says something else. Then suddenly he looks me in the eyes deeply. Screaming stop in my head isn't working because im just standing there. HIs lips closely touch mine, i don't stop him but keep going. Then a rush of guilt falls over me making me feel horrible.Then he pulls back slowly still staring at my eyes. I don't know what to say or even what to do but one thing i know is i made a big mistake. "Can you please walk me back down." His eyes start sinking getting sadder by the second. He then says fixing his expression.

"No problem."
We walk all the way down after tripping a little while climbing down the mountain. We didn't speak till we got to the bottom especially me. No words can describe how I feel. I finally find someone nice and this happens. The lights of the carnival are right next to us and we stop in front staring at the lights. When he turns toward me smiling a smile that reminds me of connor.

"Hey jude, I'm not stupid. You and I both know your whole relationship with my brother it's no big deal. We could still hang out right?" He said sounding hopeful that I would agree. Honestly I don't agree.
"I'm.... I'm sorry It won't work. That's not fair to Connor." I can't stand to look at him anymore, I'm starting to feel sick. I turned around walking away feeling ashamed that I even spent a day with him and I get stunned. It was Charlie grabbing me, his expression totally different now filled with anger. "Don't you walk away from me"
Tears water up in my eyes. Reminding me that he is indeed Connors brother, he's a coward. A person who has to take control of people, and I understand that just by him doing this.
"Let go of ME!" He grabs tighter.
"Oh your not going anywhere yet." he says grinning a grin that makes my stomach turn upside down.