The Love Story

Leaving

I planned on calling Alex and telling him about everything. I decided to tell him in person. He came over and I sat him down. I told him everything and he freaked out. He started asking a billion questions. He mentioned Jasmine and I couldn't help but cry. She was the love of my life and I had to leave her.

"What is wrong with them? Do they know you have family and friends? Do they want to ruin your life?!?!"

I ignored his questions and just said I'm sorry. I asked him if he would break the news to Jasmine and he agreed. We decided to invite everyone we knew from school over except for Jasmine's closest friends. Tyler came with Zach and Robert. Tyler was our senior friend we hung out with only because he could drive. He was a drunk pothead who had no friends and has sex with a ton of girls but would never settle down. He made girls happy for a night and then broke their heart. I wanted to settle down with that one girl, my other half, and tell her that I love her every day. I wanted to prove to her that she was beautiful and make her show me that gorgeous smile. I was never going to break her heart. EVER! Tyler didn't understand the concept of a real relationship.

People started arriving and my mom went to the bar with her friends for the last time. People brought beer and weed but we made a limit.

It was 10 o' clock already and the party just started. By 12, there was drunk people everywhere and in the kitchen there was some high dude I've never seen before dancing and singing "Shake It Off" by Taylor Swift on the counter. He didn't even look like a high school student. He looked like a 50 year old grown man. It was disgusting. Taylor was my idol. I wasn't going to let him ruin her songs by his old terrible singing. I hope one day I got to meet her. That would be like my dream other than to perform at Madison Square Garden! At 2:00 we told everyone to get out. I didn't drink that much but Tyler was high as hell and drunk. I had never seen him this drunk in a long time. Everyone was going insane; there was people screaming, yelling, and falling on my lawn!

People were trying to call for taxis and it wasn't turning out well. They had no idea where they were and they could barely talk. Some people actually ended up walking home.

By 3, everybody had left except for the couple having sex in the bathroom and the people having sex in my backyard. Alex, Robert, and Zach were spending the night.

After we finally got the couples off of my property. Let's just say they didn't go home. They probably got like 10 feet before clothes came off again. But they weren't on my property, so I didn't care if they got arrested. I wasn't involved. We cleaned up the house which took almost an hour and passed out on the couch.

They all woke up in time for school. Alex went to his house and told Jasmine to come over.

Jasmine's POV

My dad was still being really strict and he was still making me go to bed at 8 until I completely recovered and I felt 100% better.

I stayed up late thinking about me and Austin. Gabby and Cameron both asked me if we were a thing now and I didn't know the answer. Were we boyfriend or girlfriend? Were we just fuck buddies? Did he seriously even like me?

I finally fell asleep at about 10. I had a dream that Austin and I were watching the sunset together and we went to a drive in movie and watched The Notebook. That was my favorite movie and we had our first kiss then. But after that, I had a nightmare that Austin had to leave for tour and we were never going to see each other again. I woke up crying and I thought what if that actually happened? I would find him again. I would have to. I don't think I could live without him. He was my sun, my moon, and all my stars. He gave me butterflies and he was my first and only love. Yes, I used the word love. I loved him.

I woke up to a text from Alex saying to meet him at his house. My dad agreed because I could go with Alex to school.

I walked into his house because the front door was wide open. He told me to sit down because he needed to talk to me about Austin.

I panicked. " Okay, I'm really sorry, Alex. I know we should have told you but when we had sex we didn't even know if we liked each other for sure. We were going to tell you but we thought you would freak out"

"Wait,what?"

Oh, Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

"Um, never mind. What were you going to tell me?"

"Anyways, I need to tell you something about Austin." Alex says with a confused and surprised look on his face.

"Okay."

"Well, yesterday Michelle got a call from Rocco explaining that Austin needs to go to Miami, permanently. Austin wanted me to tell you because he didn't want to watch you fall apart as he broke your heart. He says that he wants to apologize for all the pain that he's putting you through right now. He knows it's hard and if he could do anything to make this easier he would. He wants you to know that he loves you and he will come visit as much as possible and he will call us every day. And he told me to give you this and to read it in private. He is leaving right now in 3 minutes so don't try to chase after him. He told you to move on and find a guy who would treat you like a princess. A guy who doesn't leave you and tells you that you're beautiful every day.

I bursted into tears before he finished his second sentence. I hated him. I hated him so much. How could he just go away? How could he just leave and not tell me? He told me 2 nights ago that he loved me but then he was going to leave.

Alex gave me a hug and Tyler picked us up to take us to school. I bawled the whole way there. I couldn't believe he was gone. He was gone and I was never getting him back. He would probably meet another gorgeous girl and use a pickup line and fall in love with her. He would call her princess and sleep with her. He would kiss her lips every day and tell her that he loves her. While, I'm still here thinking about him like crazy.