Amy had her niece Laura over the day Ian told her she had a chance and Laura when Amy and Ian were together Laura really like him and was allowed to call him uncle Ian but the other Amy had to tell her niece Laura that he does want to be more than friends and she ran off crying and now she will not speak to Amy.
on the 4 October Amy was talking to Ian step dad to be
Amy said she wish she could be with Ian
Cameron said only time will tell
Amy said i know , i do hope so.
Cameron said he does know what he want out of life at the moment
Amy said I know I'm just finding it hard because I love him and to see him in this mess is horrible and all I want is to help anyway Possible because I love him
Cameron i know you do and i wish i could help but i can't
Amy I know time will tell. He told me last night it might be years or month before he want a relationship again. I said I will wait but all he says Is OK.
Cameron unfortunately Ian has a habit of exaggerating things sometimes...... He has a lot if growing up to do.
Amy said I know but I still love him. Ian risking my whole family to be in touch with him and my mum is getting supessies . but I love my family but I love him more. He is like family to me.Always will be.I would do anything for him.
Cameron I know you would :)
Amy said i got him a liverpool keyring as the ian favourite team.
Cameron said cool
Amy said Yeah. Me and Sam talk all the time. Everyday. I always worried about him.
Cameron said we worry about him to.
Amy said I do know he can be a pain in the bum had to be said (don't Ian I said that) but I do hope one day I can put my caring into actions. I'm supporting him and he con stately talk to me about everything and I listen with open ear.
Cameron I know you do...... You are a great person :)
Amy said Thanks I do honest hope think will work out between me and him. I pray every night to god for him
Cameron said That's cool :)
Amy said Yeah. Just want to spend time with him and so him how much I love him. Some day the waiting is driving me mad but like I said I don't care how long it take I will wait
Cameron said You are a very patient woman :)
Amy said I know but some days it drive mad and I end up having go at people
Like last night
It take Sam time but I'm risk my family just to talk to have contact with him.
I'm off to bed
Goodnight
conversation from the 5th October between Cameron and Amy.
Cameron Sorry dropped off ........ Night
Conversations from 7th October between Amy and Cameron
Amy said hey
Cameron said hey you J
Amy said I’m alright. Just haven’t been able to sleep properly
Cameron said is everything alright?
Amy said I just worried about Ian
I care about him so much
Cameron said aren’t we all
We know you do …. So do we
Amy said I know. Me and him talk everyday expect weekend on phone but we talk most of time on here. I know. I really want to help him
Cameron that a good thingJ. So do we.
Amy said I know. I do tell him how I feel and he saw the picture that I kept of us and wants a copy.
Cameron said that so sweet J
Amy said I hope it a good sign and plus he want to spend time with me on my own. I don't want to rush but I honest never stop loving him. He means everything to me. If only I could show how much I love him. When I see him I get butterfly in my stomach and my heart beat faster and I get sweating palms and sometime my leg start to shake and my hands.
Cameron said slowly does it.
Amy said I know I just want to show how much he means to me.
Cameron said his mind is all over the place at moment ……… god now what’s going to happen next
Amy said I know that why I want to help so much. God know everything take time
Cameron said indeed it does
Amy said I can only hope my dream will come true
Cameron said fingers crossed
Amy said I got everything all my fingers and toes crossed
Cameron said lol and why not J
Amy said J he is very special to me. I know I belong with him. I just know
Cameron said that a good feeling
Amy said I know. J Just hope it works out
Cameron said that hope so.
Amy said I pray every night
Cameron said nice J
Amy said if I and he did get back together I promise to take good care of him.
Cameron said I know you will and would
Amy said I will fight tooth and nail for him
Cameron said is this a figure.
Amy said yes a figure of speak yes.
Cameron said you would be good for him J
Amy said we would be good for another J . If anyone try to hurt him there would have me to deal with.
Cameron I think so. He need to realize he an adult and he need to be look after a bit as the world is a tough place for the best of us and he has his troubles …….and I personally think believe you’re the person for the job J
Amy said thank you J
Cameron said my pleasure
Amy said J I’m going to try and get some sleep as I got college is tomorrow
Cameron said ok…. Sleeps well take care
Amy said I will try to sleep
