Today Amy woke up with a nose bleed and it very rare for her to have a nose bleed. so Amy went and sat down stair and use the computer for a bit and then she finished off the back of her scrapbook cover and which looks better than the front cover so she might use the back as the front.
then Amy and her mum were sorting out eBay and Amy ask her if she could get karaoke machine for when her best friend come to stay also she want one as she never had a karaoke machine but her mum said "u don't need rubbish like that,"
Of course Amy was upset so she decided not to help her mum for the rest of the day. Amy feel like her mum controls what she allowed to do. Amy knows swearing wrong but when her mum swears it fine for her to do it but not for Amy but it very rare if her mum swears.
She find it hard to go out as she lives rural but the bus stop is two miles down the road. She think her friends are lucky as there can go out when every there like and want and get away from their parents.
Amy always has to ask her mum for lift and Amy has to rely on her mum for everything. Plus Amy way over protective special when any has a boyfriend that why Amy never tell them if she has a crush or a new feller.
She feels trapped in the same four walls.
She want to collect her dress from select the one she going to wear to Chelsea flower show. She got to look good as her crush will be there.
Amy has got only fourteen more day of holiday before she goes back to college and she also be able to see her crush. She been depress recently and she happy at college because she don't feel trap and she feel she can be herself and go where she want when she wants.
Even when she sad there and then she see her crush and he put a smile on her face by just being at college.
Amy mum has no clue about technology and she driving Amy up the wall.
Amy mum thinks she only doing eBay for the money and that she does all the work.
It also was April fool day but by the time we realised we had no time to play any joke on anyone for the first time had no joke played on me/ us.
Today Amy feels like Cinderella trapped in her own house doing all the chores or her mum. She advent had sometime on laptop.
Her mum had another go at her as s all she ate today has been Weetabix and chocolate and sponge cake that she made and no one had touch and she thought she try it first ended up want a third piece but her mum said “you have no chance to fit in to that dress if you keep eating that way you are Amy.
Amy asked her mum when there collect the dress
She said “no point if u keep eating the way you are.
Amy thought her mum was being rude saying that as she moan about her weight but Amy she her mum eating biscuit and cake and chocolate. Amy mum has a heart problem so she find it hard to exercise.
Amy has won on the lottery three weeks in a row, ok not a lot two week five pounds and three pound last week.
Funny moment Amy has a message from one of her ex saying “would u go out with Gary xxxxx,”
Amy said “no reason one not my type and reason two her best friend Isobel ex-boyfriend,”
An then Amy ex said “will u go out with me,”
Amy replayed saying “no we are just good friends, I like some at college,”
Amy would never go back out with Lucas again because of what happen because of his parents (his mum mainly).
She told Isobel and Isobel said “it a load of bull shit,”
