converstation 9th october
amy said hey
cameron said hey
amy said How r u. Well me and Ian had a disagree meant yesterday. We talk today but it was awakards no he not talking to me.
cameron I am ok.......
Oh dear...... Was it a big disagreement?
amy said Well I know why happen. Well my friends
All have reletionship the keep asking why I'm not in one and I was getting jealous of all of them because there were all kissing cuddling and then I ask him how he feel about me and he said no but we talk phone and we see how it goes as friend and then go from there.
cameron said Oh i see ....... As long as he doesn't string you along and upset you.
It is normal to get jealous when u see friends with there partners kissing and holding hands and u wish it was you....... I did for many years and only time and the right partner makes that go away
amy said I know Ian one but it hard for me some time. I care so much about Ian sometime. It upset when he said no but therIe we had proper chat be agree to see how goes as friend. It best I can hope for I really love him it just going to drive me mad waiting. Someday I will be grumpy.
cameron said a bit of advice just to you.....i have been hurt a lot by a few people in looking for love business and let people hurt me because i loved them. then i got tougher two year ago after my second wife cheated on me ...... i said no more ......maybe you need to say the same and take time to really get to know someone :)
amy said i know Ian for three years and i feel inside maybe if me and him spent some time together. me and him agreed to see how it goes as friends.
cameron said o ready get to know someone
amy said i hope the more time we spend together the more we get to know another a bit more as friends.
cameron said you have followed your heart and that sounds good.
amy saiid i will never give up for me and Ian. me and him agree to see how it goes as friends
cameron said good decision
amy said i need to find a better way to control my emtions better. otherwise i would drive people closes to me away.
cameron said fair enough
Amy said plus ended up being late for lesson with my friend Isobel
Cameron Oh dear...... Did you get told off?
Amy Well short of. We told a white lie because we just lost track of time. (like most girl we were chatting to much) r own fault.
Cameron Lol i am not saying anything to the girls chat to much heehee
Amy Well All girl like to talk a lot. Lol
I don't when I get to see Ian as at the moment I have college commitments.
Plus another ignoring think is I nearly now his favourite song word for word.
It scares me sometime
Cameron I bet it does
Amy I remember the day me and him got together and how I felt. I remember the time we spent together. I never kept a photo of any of me and my ex before well me and Sam had a photo and I had it on my bedside before he dump me but then we did I just put in draw and it still on here.
Cameron that’s sweet :)
Amy I never thought he would forgive me for what I said the day he broke up with me but he has. I'm really gratefully to him for the forgiveness
Cameron :))
Amy I can just hope in time I get back into his heart
Cameron Fingers crossed
Amy Everything crosses with me. But I got other things to focus on. Plus he got a lot going but I'm not going to let him come back to me and straight back into my heart He will have to work if he decision I'm the one. I’m one of those girl how like surprise as long as there are good
Cameron I like the surprise thing to :)
Amy :) I never had a romantic surprise yet. Goodnight
cameron you will do. sleep well night
amy I hope so one day. I try to sleep tonight
