Ian did not know that his and Amy friend Isobel had stabbed him in the back by giving Amy all his mobile number so Amy mum would soon be in contact with Ian to get the forty five pounds back of him.
Amy mum made us all laugh on the 18th October like you probably remember it was Amy sister Kelly birthday and we surprised her. Mum had to go a hide the car and she was walking back round, Amy sister Kelly neighbour was the police constable house and of course my mum was just think about what she was about to do and she walk straight into the house and there was all the stuff on the floor in the hall way and she said where did all this come from and this lady come round and said hello and Amy mum does explain. So Amy mum walk in to the police constable house without even realising as she was distracted.
Amy is trying to focus on her college work and the 5k run she doing this Saturday and her eBay business and trying to make up to her niece Laura as her birthday is on the eight of November and Amy buy the DeAGOSTINI cake decorating so she promise to make her cake this was when she was with Ian but Amy never forgot and hope this is one way to make up to her that her and Ian will never be getting back together.
Amy is keeping her eye out for Laura perfect uncle and her perfect partner but she going to wait for little while focus on herself and her educations and business.
Just enjoy her life as it is. She plans to make a cake for her niece birthday and plus got her paint by number as that what she thinks she will like and she not sure what she into now as she hardly speak to her thanks to Ian.
According to Isobel Amy mate, Ian now self-harming him which is childish and to be honest if you’re self-harming it a call for help and honest she doesn't really care what he does anymore as he hurt really bad so if self harm himself bad it teach him right and deserve what he get at the end if he keeping doing it he will probley die if it get really bad. Amy is so pissed of with him she wouldn't care if he was dead as she hurt so bad because of him and she would even dance on his grave and wouldn't even cry a tear if he was dead it would make her day at this moment as she hate him for what he done you should never break a promise and sometime self-harming is just sign for attention.
when she was first with Ian he had lied to lot people her had even gave on her friend depression her names was Mary he even ask her for sex and he lied about cancer and just to get in her good book. so Mary felt sorry for him and she ended with depression because of him and now she move to a boarding college where Amy hardly get to talk to her and she doesn't have face book or email any more just so Ian can't contact her. it a same that she had to move away because of Ian but he only care about himself.
Cameron Ian step dad hardly talk to Amy anymore and plus all Ian friends have stop talking to her. Well I guess he probably lied to them and said it was all Amy fault and he knows that not true, Amy has start to think about removing them as that would be for the best so that can’t tell Ian what I put on my Face book.
Amy is doing the great south 5k race this Saturday in aid of her youth club the link centre and trying to raise five hundred pounds and she already way over her target and now the money will be going toward the Christmas party/do and trip to the theatre to watch a pantomime. She has been working hard training for this since she did the race for life and she hoping to knock some more time of her 5k time.
She also going to make a cake for the youth club Christmas party/do and she even going to buy a new dress for it and she really looking forward to the race she has got a little bit nervous and as it start to feel more real.
She will be a college on Friday the day before when she will be drinking’s lots of water and trying to walk hard in class.
She will have to be ready the night before as Amy and her mum will have to get up early on race day. She will have to leave her running clothes out the night before and she will have to eat porridge on the day of the race and there will have to travel from Hannington (Basing stoke) to Portsmouth (south sea) 51.7miles in hopefully 1 hour 12 mines
She has her number she is number 5858 and she looking forward to the race.
There will be more update before and after the race but for now Amy is just focus on getting her life back and not trusting people so easy. She will be very carefully how easily forgive she is. She just wants to get the best out of her life and not make the same mistake. She going to focus on the most important thing in her life, her educations and you May thing education is useless but it not it the most important thing in life as it help you get a job in the future. As Amy knows she finding hard to get a part time job as she has learning difficulties and people just things she won’t be able to cope but Amy is just good as anyone else she should be given a fair chance.
She hoping to apply for job around the Christmas period as the rush is on and many shops will be hiring staff for the busy month.
Amy when she was at flc at sparsholt for two years and last year she had a bad time and Amy had to speak to counsellor sue and she will be starting to talk to her again after half term and she think she should be OK by then but her mum does want to make sure she is and she want to look out for her.
She is going to do her best for the race and in college and her business. She plans how to organise herself better so she does not forget to do things. Put things where the meant to be. She is hoping to invest in a label and filing cabinet. She also need to remember to talk her medicine but she forget most of the time so she going to memo board and write on it what has to be done and tick of when she done them.
She also need to help her mum more instead of sitting on her laptop and on Face book or eBay even knowing Amy has to keep an eye on eBay for question on her items.
Amy has also been thinking about her New Year reservations and one of her will to be able to save a thousand pound by December.
A friend of Amy did try and warn her about Ian saying he just using you for money but she was really in love with him but Robert always happy and never have a bad day and he trying to joke around sometime but Amy take offence by it and she said she just not in the mood and he just say your never in the mood.
Yesterday she said she not very strong and her friend Ellie say all your threats are bull shit and she like what and she said you just said you not the strong so your threats are bull shit and she was really upset about it because she talk thing personally and advent Ellie apologies for what she said and Amy excepted it and got back on with lesson. She just trying to forget things about the past month so she can move on with her life
Thing will only improve for Amy and hopefully Ian mistake will come back to bite him on the bum and make his life as miserable as he made hers.
He cares about no one but himself.
Amy is hoping to be able to forget all about Ian and her ex mate Natalie but unlikely as Natalie live in Andover and Ian live in Winchester and most likely there will meet in Basing-stoke or Andover there both place Amy like to hang out with her mates.
Hopefully Amy can mend thing between her nieces and her family and some off the friend that she pissed off about talking about Ian all the time.
ALL TO BE FOUND OUT SOON...............................................................................
