On tuesday isobel complete embrassed me. we always walk to loo to see if my crush is there and sometime his sometime he not.
the first funny on tuesday was first thing in morning we both need the loo and went round and we check where he normal stand to smoke but he werent there and the we realised the door to the loo and we went oh fuck it lock and we walked out and i just stood there and he said is "locked," and isobel said "yeah,". next thing i know he was rumaging in his bag and he got keys out and gave them to isobel and me struggle to unlock it. advently we done and as we done he pop his around the corner and said "have u done it,"
next thing on tuesday was we were walking to the loo again and i could hear the air presser machine and we walk around and my crush we using it and isobel shout "what the hell," and he starred at her like why the fuck did u just shouted like that.
amy said to isobel "thank for embrassing me,"
isobel said to amy "well i want him to notice us,"
Amy said "i did not mind if he did not notice us as i did not mind starring at his ass,"
then we walk back and he was driving the gaiter and nearly run isobel over and i nearly walked in to trailer as i could not help starring at him.
he said " i'm dont panic im only going this far,"
tuesday was quite weird day i got injury because two boys were messing around.
one were messing with his lighter and the other boy stepped back and the first boy push the second boy and ended up falling on me because i was sat on the floor. end up being push against a wall and banging my head against.
wednesday and thursday my day off from college. my knew i werent my self because i was quiet and i was crying and not doing ebay and so she took me to a&e just to get check out.
I have to have painkillers and the pain should be there for two weeks. had to rest for 48 hours and keep hydrated. werent allowed to do anything to physically.
thrusday actually cant remeber what we did.
friday was another odd day. first odd thing is i did not meet isobel at the bus stop often called the D. so i got off at hortic department and saw my crush arriving and then saw him rushing down to the glass house and then rushing back.
then me and isobel were walking some where and saw him and said morning and then andy sent out to do some reasch after playing a weird game and i jumped over a puddle and look up and there were my crush and he said "we got to stop meeting like this,"
Andy are machinery teacher told the whole class that my crush has only 6 month to he leaves. what shocked me.
then we walked back and at the end the lesson as we came out of class and my crush were coming the other way and he said "we meet again," me and isobel said "yep we do," he said "have a good weekend," and we said "you to. see you monday,"
we went around to the loo and it were locked. he took some much time talking to andy and sally. we say him again and islay.
Isobel said "NOT AGAIN,"
he said "OH NO,"
isobel said "lol,"
then me isobel bolted and rush to go and try to catch up with him.
isobel crush said "you know u dont need to rush,"
but neither of us answered him.
but unfortunley we did not see him at the D. the worse thing is my ex boyfriend adam keep hanging around by bus. yes he got a girlfriend but it make it awarkard when im getting on my bus.
also monday was funny. we walked to the toilet and my crush and both walk the tractor shed and we said morning. my crush just stood there in pure shock and andy said morning.
i saw him mowing the lawn on tuesday. he is just so hot.
I only got 6 month to tell him that i love him. not easy when u dont know much about him.
i making my whole class easter eggs hand made one and making him one. i wrote a note in his easter card. saying that im really sorry to hear you are leaving in 6 month and i will soarly miss you by me as we have been good mates and i also put p.s you alway bought a smile to my face. cant remebr if i put anything else in the card. i poperable put hope to get know you bit more before u leave something down that line.
