(y/n) the doll of the Port Mafia, has no memory of what happened 4 years ago. The day everything change, the day she became a doll... more like a puppet controlled by a demon.
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At midnight of Yokohama, an assassin of the ability users appeared 4...
"Uhhhh..." My head hurt so bad and my vision was blurry. I could hear footsteps getting louder and closer to my figure, I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't. What... happened? I felt like I was drugged with a medicine. I tried to stand up but then I felt a rope tied up my wrist and felt like it was connected to the floor. "Oda... san? Are you there? *cough* *cough*"
"Musume(girl)... if you're looking for your Sakunosuke, he's not here."
"Gide..."
"That's right."
"You-*cough* *cough*" I tried to breathe for air as my vision finally became clear as it can. And remembered Dazai was the one who had done this... my breathing condition needed to rest, but I couldn't help but panic. Oda-san will come to save me. Not only him, but the whole Mafia. Please be safe. Then I remembered who I was praying for and stood up as I can because of the rope connected on the floor. "The kids. Kousuke! Katsumi! Yu! Shinji! Sakura! What did you do to them?! Where are they?!"
"Right... those kids. Got rid of them."
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"You didn't... no, it can't be."
"It is, musume(girl). It's not a lie."
"You... killed them. That can't be..." My knees collapsed on the floor with my eyes widened, not believing his words. No. No. No. He's lying.They're alive. I kept repeating my thoughts as I looked on the floor with my eyes wide open. I don't want to believe. That's because I never knew the truth. Even what happened to my parents. Even what Dazai-san wanted for me. I never knew and I didn't understand. Maybe I should believe for once. I felt like my thoughts was swallowing my mind and only thought of the lies. But then I felt tears overflowing from my eyes. It wasn't my mind telling me the lies, it was my heart saying the truth. They were gone. My friends from outside Mafia. "*sob* *sob* wa- why...? Why would you kill them?! I told you... you can torture me, *sob* hurt me or kill me! Just don't kill them*sob*. Why..."
"So Sakunosuke could understand my wish."
"I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR WISH!!! THOSE KIDS WERE NEVER PART OF THE MAFIA!! THEY DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU!" I yelled as if I couldn't hear how much loud I was and I didn't care how much my throat hurts. My tears flowing even more like a waterfall and it blurred my vision. My body was trying to reach him as if I didn't care if the rope would cut off my hands. I didn't care anymore. I knew the Mafia have killed people for their own reasons, good or bad. And here I am, trying to kill the man in front of me. "GAAHHHHHH!!!!! I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!!! EVEN IF I DIE! *sob* I DOn't care! *growls* I'm tired of living! I have no reason to live anymore! *sob* I'm useless! I'm stupid! I never understand... if I am then, I'll kill at least for once..."
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"A soulless shell being controlled by ghosts, you say? *sob* I don't even know if I have. It never felt that way. *sniff* Do you know why I talk as if I'm a mature one?" I kept pushing my body to reach him. I knew my hands were turning white and blood is flowing from the wrist. But I didn't care anymore. "I hated red for no reason. I hated death for no reason. That's because I had something in past going on and I don't remember a single thing, I was scared to remember because red had already gave me the hint to fear the past. I've been lying to myself for the past 7 years and I don't know. That's because I didn't face the past! I have no memory after 7 years ago! I've been emotionless because my mind was questioning the past. What happened? I'm asking that myself. But why was I scared of knowing it when I'm curious?!"
