Doubts (And, baby I no stranger)

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And baby, I'm no stranger
To heartbreak and the pain of
Always being let go (Always being let go)

Doubts

"Even the moonlight reveals how I feel." I say taking another gulp from the alcohol next to me.

"Tell me hyung, am I not good enough?" I ask my hyung, Jimin. He looks at me, his eyes scanning mine.

"One more." I raise my hand to the bartender.

"Are you sure?" Jimin looks at me worried. I fake my laugh as I go for another glass.

"You know, it is painful and I'm pitiful." I start in a sing song tone. "Let the world know how much I love her~ And here goes-"

"That's it. Stop it Jungkook." Jimin grabs my shirt and pulls me down. That when I realise I had stood up involuntarily while immensed in the song lyrics flowing in my mind.

"I didn't know lyrics can strike after a painful breakup." I reply in my shocked tone.

"Jeon Jungkook." Jimin looks at me sternly crossing his arms.

"Yes, Park Jimin-ssi."

"Hyung." He corrects. I roll my eyes but abruptly stop as I realize I would probably regret treating my hyung this way later on.

"I-I was wondering if you have ever had a painful breakup." I say trying to-

"Don't change the subject." Jimin says severely.

-before he catches me red-handed.

"You can't fool me, Jungkook."

"Mianhae hyung." I say stressing on the word 'hyung'.

"Someday, I want you to suffer for treating me like a dongsaeng." He says furrowing his brows.

"Be careful what you wish for." A voice interrupts. I see RM hyung walking towards us. We both greet him.

"Shall I join?" He takes a sip from Jimin's untouched glass before clinking it with mine.

"Cheers to Jungkook's imaginary breakup." He laughs. Jimin and I exchange looks before joining him.

Thus, I successfully dodge the subject thanks to RM hyung.

True, I didn't have a girlfriend but I already felt the pain of being left out. Even though I never dated yet I experienced the misery of breakup.

It wasn't a breakup. But... you that made me feel like this...

It was beautiful yet vicious.

I didn't crave for anything else as I did for your love. It was the sweetest yet dangerous thing I became obsessed with.

I wanted to tell you, confess to you my love for you. But deep inside...

I was worried.

What if my love wouldn't be strong enough to make you feel the same?

I was afraid.

I knew it would leave my heart broken and I was no stranger to the pain of a broken heart.

Yet, I loved you and will continue to do so.
-Jungkook

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