Gerard Way X reader

Are you tired of me ?

The rest of that week was a blur of nurses, white washed walls and vitals.

Zach was seemed to be on edge

Mom on the other hand was taking off the edge (catch my drift ?)

Violet visited on Monday with flowers and candy

Kurt and Zoe visited once with scribbled crayon portraits and juice boxes

Gerard stopped by every day after his shift to check I wasn't dead, awfully sweet of him

I heard a knock on the door and i snapped back into reality, Gerard stood at the door with his cute little smile

"Just come in " I say trying to fix my hair

"Hey y/n, sorry I'm late I got stuck in traffic " he says wiping a bead of sweat from his forehead

"I didn't even realise" I say smiling

"When are they letting you out ?" He asks sitting on the chair next to the bed

"They said tomorrow at the earliest Thursday the latest " I say grinning

The low fluctuations of the cold air from the vents swirled around the room, the scent of disinfectant and blood flooding the hallways, all but reminded me of why I hated hospitals

"You wanna come out to the courtyard with me ?" He asks grinning like a psycho

"Let me change and I'll come right out " I say picking up a pile of clothes next to the bed

"its fine I'll wait" he says twiddling his thumbs

I walk through to the bathroom, lock the door and wriggle into a pair of (y/f/c) skinnies and a sweatshirt, I lace up my converse and take my gown back through to the room

"There you are, took ya long enough " he giggles pulling himself up from the chair

"sorry" I laugh

"nah its fine I just thought you had been sucked into a blackhole or something" he laughs almost choking on the air

"you are quite the character so you are " I say grinning as I fold up my gown

"To the courtyard we go" he says grabbing my hand and bursting open the cubicle door, racing down the hallway

"fuck I forgot how much I hate exercise" I say gasping for air

"wow, that unfit ?" he snorts

I walk over to the bench and plop myself down, breathing in the fresh crisp air, my cheeks flushed with the cold, Gerard sits next to me and pulls his leather jacket tight around himself shivering slightly

"thank you for keeping me company this week" I smile rubbing my hands together to create some sort of warmth

"no need to thank me, I had a fair bit of fun I must admit, you are a cool kid "

"kid????" I say choking

"I am fifteen hardly a child, how old are you exactly .sir ? " I say rolling my eyes

"nineteen" he say reaching his hand into his pocket

"Four years not that much difference, so I am hardly a child " I say watching the trees sway and lose leaves with each gust of wind

"whatever you say, kid" he says smugly pulling out a lighter and pack of camels

"you my friend are what a close friend if mine would call a dingus " I snort

" dingus ?, what is the sixties ?" he laughs

" well I think it suits you, dingus" I say flatly

"whatever, kid" he says taking a drag of his cigarette

"want one ?" he sees me staring at the embers he taps on the floor

"uh, yeah sure " I say guilt building in my stomach

I place it in between my lips, sharply inhaling a drag of what violet would call "the cancer stick"

Gerard watches the cloud of smoke flare out of the corner of my lips

I blush as I watch his hazel eyes drift from the floor to the trees

I smile as we conversate over the most petty of topics

As we talk I notice little quirks

like the fact he talks from the corner of his mouth and the fact he laughs like a girl

"Once you get out of here, I'm gonna treat you to something nice like dinner or that " he says stubbing his cigarette into the floor

"Are you tired of waiting, aren't you tired of me ? " I say taking my last drag

"nope, no one else is half as interesting and petty as you, apart from Mikey , kid " he laughs

"it would be an honour, dingus" I giggle tucking a strand of loose hair behind my ear

"how does Friday, three o clock at the store sound ?" he asks looking right into my eyes

"perfect" I smile

I spend the rest of the day in a nicotine fueled daze

hello fellow kiddos of the internet

sorry I have not updated in a while

there has been a lot of drama and school doesn't love me

I shall try update more regularly

eat veggies

drink fluids

don't do drugs (or do ) whatever floats your boat ?

stay safe

be kind

Ash

xoxoxo