I left the hospital on Wednesday with scars and stitches but a new found happiness
I got to school on Thursday much to Violets happiness
I run to first period with such a rush like a surge of adrenaline through my veins
The usual hustle of moody teens and cliques pass me by in the usual haze of hate and agony
I sit through the day in the same bored sulk I usually do, despite feeling high as a kite
Running to fifth period in a rush
I pass the math corridor, the lunch hall then the gym
I hear a faint sob
I push open the gym door to see a boy in the corner clutching his legs and snuffling
Treading lightly I walk over to him
I look down at the boy his backpack scattered
"hey are you okay ?" I say picking up his jotters and textbooks
"yeah" he says wiping his tears looking up at me with fear clouding his eyes
"Are you sure?" I say handing him his backpack
"thank you... uh I'm afraid I don't know you " he smiles lightly
"its (y/n) " I say smiling back
"hey (y/n) I am Tony " he says brushing his black fringe out of his face
" what happened Tony ?" I ask giving him a smile
" umm some douches grabbed my backpack, emptied it, pushed me into the wall and punched me and stuff " he says still shaken up
" I'm gonna kill them, well Tony care to have lunch with me and my friend Violet tomorrow" I ask looking down at the timid yet somewhat edgy boy
"I mean yeah, two months here and I've been invisible the whole time, having some friends sounds pretty good" he says smiling
"well then Tony see ya in the courtyard tomorrow at twelve " I grin
"see ya " he says picking himself off the floor
he quickly rushes out of the door before I can give him the tiny green turtle plush he dropped from his backpack
I smile and giggle "I'm gonna name you tony turtle" I say clutching it before dropping it in my bag
I spend the rest of the day with violet
After school we do our Thursday tradition of going to the convenience store grabbing snacks then heading to the skate park
As the final bell sound we rushed down the stairs into the chill of the October breeze
That's jersey for ya
We opened the door to the store and ran to the snacks
A can of monster and a bag of spicy Cheetos and we were set
I walked up to the cashier
suddenly I felt unable to produce sound
my chest tight
my palms clammy
I hand over the change but cant even make out a thank you
I simply grab the can and the chips and run out of the store gasping for air
"woah woah calm down (y/n), deep breaths" violet says holding my shoulders tightly
"T-thank you " I stutter out almost inaudibly
"what just happened " I say my hands gripping the can
"you just had a panic attack" she says holding my shoulder
"that was scary " I say walking away from the store down the alley way to the park
"yea don't like them myself" she says following closely
" to the park, aye ?" I say skidding down the alley way past the dumpsters and homeless junkies injecting themselves as I go
" ya betcha" she says flying ahead her long hair flying behind her, her snapback set firmly on her head
we reach the graffitied walls and strong scent of weed as we near the end of the alley
Violet rushes over to Josh and Tyler at the top of the bowl and I run up the ramp to meet the rest of the gang
"Yo guys its V and (y/I) " Vic shouts from the rim of the bowl
"Hey" I say pulling myself up the ramp throwing my can and chips at Kellin
"oUcH !" he says rolling his eyes
"hey sweetheart " frank says climbing down from the railing
"hey Frankie" I smile
" yo what the flip happened to your head ?" Jaime asks tilting up my chin
" somehow I got glass in it ?" I say laughing
"wow, you are that clumsy you fell into glass?" kellin snorts
"no someone must have thrown glass at me " I say pulling a face
"personally I think it was Zach " violet chips in
"what would his motive be ?"Tyler asks
"Nah it was probably some drunk teen who thought I was a tree or something " I laugh
"You would make a good tree" Vic laughs
"Why thank you " I say cracking open the can of monster
"So who wants to skate, get high, drunk then drink so much coffee because we need to be sober for school tomorrow ?" Kellin shouts
"US" we all shout back
"Let's mother fuckin go !" Frank screams grabbing his board and gliding down the ramp
"AHhHhh" Kellin skreeches as he runs down the ramp Vic hauled on his shoulders
"To the wall of doom " Violet shouts
Grabbing my hand and pulling me down the rampWe run over to 'the wall of doom' which is a wall where we paint, sit, play music, all that jazz
Frank sticks the penny board back in his backpack and whips out beers and a bottle of vodka in return, Vic pulls out red bull and sodas, Violet lies on her back sprawled over Josh's legs and my torso
"What's up guys " Billie shouts jumping down from the metal railings
"Billie !" A grins sits wide on Vic's face as he throws the older one a beer
"You are like twenty five and yet you still hang out with us, why ?" Jaime asks with a laugh
"Cause y'all are interesting and like you always seem to be drinking, smoking or partying " he says punching Jaime's shoulder before sitting down next to Kellin
"Fair enough" I laugh gulping down the monster
"So who wants to play spin the bottle ?" Mike pipes up after being pretty much mute the whole time
"And he speaks " Vic giggles
"So ????" He asks urgently
"Fuck yeah " Frank says sitting with a joint in between his fingers a beer in his other hand
We huddle round the vodka
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Gerard Way X reader
Fanfictionyour father left the scene when you were eight Your mom is now an alcoholic your step dad abuses you you are left to look after your two younger siblings you rely on your best friend to look after you you need help in the worst of times only one per...