The struggle [Cameron Dallas]

Chapter 14

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"Hey...." Someone mumbles and I awkwardly wave. Then there is an awkward silence.

"So...." I say and made it awkwarder.

I'm so stupid.

We just stand there for like 5 minutes before I turn around and start to walk back to my room.

"Spence...." I hear Johnson mumble.

I keep my hand on the knob.

"Yeah?" I say not turning around.

"We're sorry" they all say in sync. And I sigh and turn.

"Let's face it. Things are never gonna be the same. Nash is in jail for rape. I have a baby. All you called me a slut and I believed it. I cut because of that. Never again will I be the same bubbly girl I was 11 months ago. I've grown up since then. I only had one person will me through ALL of this. He's not even legal! He's 15! Hayes. Hayes and Jacob. All I've even had and all I will ever need!" I say turn around and walk into my room.

I go and lay on my bed and think.

Should I forgive them?

They are really sorry.

Nash is their friend.

But they did call me a slut.

Ugh! Why is this so hard.

Maybe I should.

Everyone needs a second chance.

I'll talk to them now.

Yes, I made up my mind.

I walk out of my room and into the living room where they all are.

"Guys.." I say and they turn around.

"I've made up my mind. and you deserve everything coming your way. You hurt me so much and I will never forget that. I cut over it, but those scars will heal. I've made up my mind and I'm not second guessing it. " I say and they all have a scared look on their fave.

"I..."

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AN/ Hey! So this is an update! Kinda sucky! MY BEST FRIEND HASNT TALK TO ME ALL DAY! IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID BABEEE! ⭐️

Anywhore.... Yeah ily and THANKS FOR 155 READS! AHHHH!

-Stay Thirsty 💦

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