Young Forever ~ (Taehyung x Reader) ✔️

Chapter 11

Two Weeks Later

Tae hangs up the phone.

"Y/N."

He quickly kisses you, taking you by surprise.

"Uh, yes?"

"Um, I was casted as a trainee for BigHit."

Your smile drops.

"Um, congratulations?"

You sniff.

"Hey, whats wrong?"

"Nothing."

"No, tell me the truth."

"You're going to have to leave me."

You can tell this is hard for him. He didn't think he'd make it in WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO TALENTED TAEHYUNG?!

"Nooo," he says, "I'd never leave you."

"But what if you move on and go off to do bigger and greater things? You'll obviously forget about me. I'll just be your little middle school crush."

"Y/N, no. I'll never forget you."

"But are you going to do it?"

"Not if you don't want me to."

You sigh.

"Don't put this on me, Tae. It's your decision. If you really want my opinion, I think you should do it but that's only because it could become something so amazing. Of course I don't want you to leave me, and this will be so so hard for me, but you've made it far and I don't want you to abandon this opportunity."

"Wow."

You laugh slightly through the tears now on your face.

He chokes, "I guess I'm leaving."

"Yep."

More tears stream down your face.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah, Tae?"

"Don't forget me. Even when we grow old. If I never see you again, although I promise we will, don't forget my face. Don't forget my voice. Don't forget the way I hug you so close to me. I'm not letting you go. I'm simply pursuing this career. You'll always be mine Y/N. Please don't forget that."

You're basically ugly crying now.

"I love you, Kim Taehyung."

"I love you too, Song Y/N."

You crumple into a ball on the floor and begin crying your eyes out. He gasps and wraps his arms around you.

He whispers.

"I'm going to Seoul tomorrow morning to become a trainee then."

"Tomorrow? Morning?" You say weakly.

"Yeah."

No. You can't waste your last night crying. You should make it worth it.

You grab his hand and go upstairs to the bedroom.

"Taehyung."

"Yes?"

"I want you to kiss me senseless until I can no longer breath or gasp for air."

"Oh shit girl, you're serious. So much for 'I'm only 15'."

You just stare at him and walk over closer.

He puts a hand on your cheek and moves closer.

"You sure about this?"

"Yeah, I want you to remember me. This is the best way I'm going to do that."

He nods with a little smirk before barely touching his lips to yours. You move a little closer so that your lips are intact with his. He starts kissing you passionately and you fall into the bed.

The kiss grows more intense as you cup his cheek. You're in a daze. This doesn't feel real.

"Hey, hey, hey, it's okay. Don't cry."

He pulled away and left you confused. You touch your cheek and sure enough it's wet with tears.

"Oh, I didn't realize I was."

He smiles sadly.

"I'll miss you."

You're actually aware of your crying now.

"I'll miss you too. Try not to think of me, though. Don't make it too painful."

He hugs you before falling out of the sitting position so that you end up falling asleep still in the same hug.

Right before you're about to fall asleep, you hear him whisper.

"How could I not think of you?"

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Your eyes shoot open to a blinding light and you scramble up. Tae's no longer there and when you walk downstairs, he's just gone. He left. He's not here anymore. He's going off to pursue a different path. A path leading him away from you.

Tears stream down your cheeks as you roll into a ball and cry. You then notice a note on the door.

It reads, "Y/N, I purple you so much and I promise I won't forget you. I don't know when we'll see each other next and this opportunity I'm taking might be challenging to make a thing. This will definitely be a huge challenge. You told me not to think of you, but tomorrow, today, next week, next Wednesday, next month, next year, and even when I'm old I'll think of you. No matter what we'll always have each other. I'm not planning on changing that just by taking this path. Because remember, we'll be young forever, as long as we have each other. Love, Tae."

You stand there glances over parts of the notes again. You try to wipe away tears but it's pointless. Tae's really gone, and you don't know where he is or what he's doing but you do know he's going to be way more important in the next few years. Tae's special. He doesn't stay at the bottom. Something just tells you that he'll work his way up until he becomes as important as he deserves. That's when he'll finally forget your face and the way you love(d) him so much. He'll finally forget the pain and move on.

You won't move on.

No matter what, Tae has your heart. It's because of him that you're still here and you want him to be yours when you fall asleep in your far future.

Because honestly, it's not worth it. It's too soon. You have so much life left. Even when you seem dead inside, you have a little ray of light and that's the hope that you'll end up with your middle school crush. Sometime in the future.

I love you, Kim Taehyung and I know I'll never forget you. Good luck.

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A/N- sorry