Up All Night (A One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter Six: Which Way am I Gonna Go?........ Oh There We Go

Kaila's P.O.V.

What am I supposed to do now? It was my dream to come out here and become a singer. I mean a lot of the celebrities we worship back in the states are from England right? How am I supposed to follow through with my dream if I have a baby?

I am normally a very strong, put together and calm girl but how can I be calm right now? I have just learned that at the age of 18 I have a human growing inside of me! That isn't normal, but then again neither is sleeping with international, celebrity flirts.

I can't be calm anymore. I fall to the floor in tears. Almost on cue someone knocks on my door. I can't move. My emotions are all over the place and I'm a mess. I can't answer the door in this state.

I guess I'm a loud crier because my door opens slowly and enters a pair of red chinos, a blue and white striped top, and toms. Louis walks over to me and says in a comforting way, "I heard you crying from outside so I came in. I guess this means you found out. Well? Are you?" I look up slowly with my make-up running down my face and I start to cry more. Louis pulls me close and I rest my head on his shoulder. "What am I supposed to do now? It was my dream to come out here and become a singer. How am I supposed to follow through with my dream if I have a baby? Harry and I aren't even an item. We had sex once and now all of this is happening." I can barely get the words out.

"Are you going to tell him?" Louis asks. I haven't thought about it. Was I going to tell Harry? It is his baby, but we aren't an item and it would just mess up his life. This baby was definitely going to mess up my life, but what was the point of messing up two lives? I sigh and Louis wipes the tears from my face. "Think about it and if/when you decide to tell him call me. I can help you break the news to him. If you need anything just call me. Here's my number. Don't ever hesitate to call or text. Okay?" Louis takes my phone and puts his number in and I nod. Louis walks out of my apartment and once again I'm left alone. I don't want to be alone. I look at my phone and search through my contacts. I look for my best friend Halie's number and I call her.

Ring.... ..ring.......ring. "Hey babes. How's England?" Halie asks.

Just hearing her voice makes the water stream from my eyes all over again.

"Babe what's wrong?"

I sniffle a little and spill everything. "I met Harry Styles in the airport. He really liked me and I kind of liked him but I didn't do anything because I decided he was a player. On the plane he was still trying to get me. It was sort of working so I went a stayed in the bathroom. Then I saw Zayn in a club that night and he took me to the V.I.P. section. Harry was there. I got drunk, blacked out, remember making out with Harry and rubbing it in this bitch's face. But then I blacked out until the next morning when I woke up with a hangover. However I didn't wake up in my own bed. I woke up in Harry's. We realized we slept together so we said that we would forget that it ever happened, but then Louis said that we couldn't deny it because he too pictures. A little while later Eleanor, Louis' girlfriend knocked on my door because I accidently left my phone there but I wasn't going to go back there. She gave it to me and invited me to Paris. I went and so did the Perrie, Zayn's girlfriend, Eleanor, and the boys which included Harry. I sat next to him in the car and he was really good with Baby Lux, their stylist's baby. We ended up sharing a room and we changed in front of each other and he tied my bikini top for me. The girls and I went to the Eiffel tower. On the third tier Harry and the boys seriated me. I loved it but I threw up and ran away. I left Paris without telling anyone. Then I took a pregnancy test and Louis saw me buying it. It came out positive and I was crying when Louis came. He now knows I'm pregnant and now I don't know if I'm going to tell Harry. I need you, Halie. Please come down here. You can stay with me."

"Wow. That's a lot to take in. Oh my god. Are you okay?"

"No. Please come," I say still crying.

"Of course. I'll pack now then buy a ticket at the airport. I'll be there as soon as I can. Let me go pack and I'll call you before I board the plane."

"Okay."

We hang up and I'm still balling my eyes out. Dammit Harry ruins everything! My life was perfect and Harry had to go and ruin everything. I have no money so maybe I do need Harry. No, I can do it myself. I do not need him. I don't want him to come, have my baby get close with him, and have me get close with him, and have him cheat on me or leave for a tour. Why is this so hard? Why did Harry have to have an interest in me? Dammit.

I pull out my phone and call Louis.

Ring....ring.... "Hello?" He rushes to answer the phone. "What's wrong? Are you okay?" He seemed worried. "

"I can't be alone right now. My best friend from home is coming up tonight but can you come be with me until she gets here?"

"Of course. In fact, tell her not to get on a plane. We have a private jet that's down there because of Paul. I'll have it pick her up. And I'll be right over but do you mind if I bring Eleanor along? We don't really get a lot of time together so I wanna grab every moment I can."

"What? Oh yeah sure. Thanks I'll tell her."

"You seem a bit distracted. Do you want us to bring you anything?"

"No I'm okay."

"Okay I'll be right over. Oh and what's your friend's name?"

"Halie Rhodes."

"Okay."

We hang up and all I want to do is see Halie. Louis is being so helpful with it all. First he buys my pregnancy test. Then he comes over to comfort me and tells me if I ever need anything to call him. Now he is helping with Halie and breaking his date to come spend time with me.

Louis and Eleanor walk in breaking my thoughts. I look up and try to smile but I just can't manage to get one out. "Does she know?" I ask. "Yeah. I only told her so that she could help though." "It's fine just please don't tell any other people." "Okay." Louis says with a slight smile.

Louis really does mean a lot to me. Since Halie isn't here he is the only one I can talk to. Someone knocks on my door and I hear a girl say from the other side, "Kay? Are ya there? Babes its Halie, open up." Louis gets up and opens the door.

Halie stumbles backwards in shock that my baby daddy's best friend and band mate is opening my door. She walks right past him and towards me. I stand up and start crying again. I run towards her and fall into her arms. Our hug lasts for a little while because we haven't seen each other for quite a while.

After we all get acquainted we start to talk about what I am going to do baby wise. "SO what are you going to do?" Eleanor asks.

"Not sure. A part of me feels that it is Harry's baby and he has the right to know. However another part knows that he will get close to my baby and me, and then leave for tour. He would never be around because he would always be recording, doing interviews, photo shoots, cd signings, tours and I don't want my baby or me to get hurt. Plus what if I put my faith into him as a boyfriend or something and he cheats on me to protect his image or just because he got bored of me. Harry has been really loyal lately though. We aren't even a couple and he's already being super romantic. If this is any indication of what life was going to be with him, life would be great. Will be always be like this though? Will he get bored or is that just the image management wants him to have?"

They all nod their heads knowing that in some ways I'm completely right.

Louis starts to shake his head no. "Harry is my best friend. He wouldn't cheat on you. He would make time for you. And he most certainly would make time for the baby. Harry is very loyal. Plus you know he's good with kids. You've seen him with Baby Lux. However he hasn't got the best rap sheet when it comes to girls. I'm not trying to get you to tell him. I'm not trying to get you not to either. That is completely up to you. I'm just weighing in the positive as well as the negative."

Halie starts to talk. "I would say you've already made the decision of what to do. You were just looking for reasurance. I know you Kay. You already know what you want to do. We can't change your mind now and we don't want to because it's your decision."

She was right. I had made my decision. I knew exactly what I was going to do.