Life / One Shots

Loneliness

The girl had always been by herself, durring school, outside of school, at home, she never really liked people, feared of ever upsetting someone. Time passed, she made friends, found a lover that she is absolutely head over heels for. She finally was able to pair up with someone she knows and likes, she's not alone.

Here comes the part when the loneliness kicks in. Her bestfriend is always busy, and she barely sees/talks to them. Her lover is the same, only ever being able to see them for 10 minutes in the morning, that is if they're actually even paying attention to her. The only other time she sees her lover is during their lunch hour, but that is if they even show up. Having gone out with their friends/family during lunch, her lover doesn't get back until it's almost time to leave.

At night though is when the loneliness kicks in bad. As she's laying in her bed, trying to do school work from that day she thinks about her best friend and lover and instantly feels alone. Alone enough to where shes tearing up/crying every night. She doesn't want to bother them, fearing she's going to interrupt them, so she doesn't, and proceeds to get swallowed by loneliness.

Everyday, everynight, every moment she wishes to see the ones she loves but sometimes it's not meant to be, and she goes back to being alone. Eatting without her best friend, and sometimes without her lover. She's being swallowed whole, at the brink of drowning, but she'll never say that. She doesn't want to upset them by her nonsense. So she just sits there. Always feeling alone, even if she's surrounded by all of her close friends.

Trying to be happy, but failing terribly.