Her emotions were strong. She was never taught how to deal with them. She learned that shutting down was the best option for her. No one wanted to listen to her anyways. Whenever she got upset, mad, sad, depressed, she stayed quite. Bottled everything up.
She learned quickly, no one around her cared. She decided to suffer quietly instead of making people notice her. She would rather suffer, than try to talk and get hurt in the end.
After a few years, she found the people she needed. Someone who would listen and not judge her for everything. She starts to love herself. Too bad that didn't last too long. After the schools shut down she was stuck in a place that made her hate herself.
She stayed in her room 95% of the time. Every time she left her room she would get yelled at. She suffered. She wanted to die, but didn't want to hurt those two people. Things got better but they never stayed that way.
She felt alone again. Things were getting bad. She needed her people, but she's not allowed to see them. Whenever she shows any negative emotion like anger, sadness, depression, she was always told that she's not allowed to show it. That she's disrespectful if she does.
What is she supposed to do... She's just human.
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Life / One Shots
FanficThese are just little things I'm thinking of at the moment. It contains my thoughts, struggles, and desires. I hope you like it.
