Inspirational Warrior

Chapter 4

Friends are meant to be there for you, shouldn't they?

Well unfortunately mine wasn't and over time they weren't my friends.

But I was used to not having friends because when I started high school before I was ill, I didn't have no friends.

Maybe I was too shy to make friends or maybe I was hated for who I was. Only me knows that answer.

It started when my only friend didn't want to know me no more because apparently, I wasn't friend material but how did she know she only known me for a month.

Anyway, she then got in with this new crowd and that was it from then on, my high school life was hell.

Throwback to the start of the bullying

"Hey Clarice, you know you're a slut right" Vaso laughed as I walked into the Library

"No, I'm not Vaso, you don't know me so don't start" I replied before walking out the room again

It was currently break time and I didn't have no one to hang around with but I didn't care I just stood by my next class waiting to go in when my head of college came over to me.

"Hey clarice, where are your friends" Sir asked

"Oh, they are busy doing their homework, so I figured I'd wait for my next class to start so I'm not late" I lied

"Oh ok, have a good lesson" Sir replied before leaving

Though I knew for a fact it wouldn't be a good lesson because Vaso was in it

"Slut" Vaso laughed as I ignored her

"You should have died from Cancer" Vaso whispered and that was it I stormed out my class not caring that the other students were watching, and my teacher was shouting my name.

I just ran straight to the bathroom and cried until I heard voices outside, so I hid myself in a cubicle until the end of the day and then ran home.

Of course, I told my parents what happened, and my mum was straight on her emails, emailing my head of college.

I know I should have been stronger than that, but it hurt knowing someone thought I should have died from cancer because I was so close to dying because the doctors didn't know if I would survive.

"Keep telling your teacher Hun and don't run out of class again please" Mum smiled as she hugged me

No one knows how it affects someone being bullied. I wish someone would understand.

Back to now

It killed me because I was bullied for 2 years every day and you will learn more about school, but they didn't believe me until I slapped one of my bullies because I had enough.

There were six on one and dealing with it for 2 years it gets far too much and you explode over time.

I'm not saying violence is the answer because it really isn't at all, but I was sick of school and them 6 constantly bullying me every day.

I was called

SLUT

BITCH

WHORE

ATTENTION SEEKER

I SHOULD HAVE DIED FROM CANCER

THEY WERE GLAD I HAD CANCER

I SHOULD CUT MYSELF

KILL MYSELF

Life isn't easy at all, but you learn ways to cope, I guess.

I was a loner at school when I went back.

I was so glad to leave school and I'm still glad I'm not at high school it messed me up big time and left me scared physically and mentally