Welcome To Our World 《 Kylo Ren x Reader 》

Chapter 8

You had been awake for at least 2 hours now. You were lying there, thinking about last night. Seeing Kylo that upset, almost made you feel guilty. When you remembered the sorrowful expression strewn across his face a pang in your chest erupted. You turned and planted your face into your pillow and groaned. You then sat up and got out of bed and you left the bedroom. Once you walked into the kitchen you found Kylo sitting at the table, he had some odd device in his hand. You cleared your throat to which Kylo snapped his attention to you. "W-Would you like breakfast?" You asked to which Kylo sighed and stood up. "If this is about last night I'm-" He began to which you held up your hand and shook your head. "No. Look I'm sorry I shouldn't have burst out at you like that." You said to which Kylo scratched the back of his neck. "You.. You were right Y/N, we'd be completely lost here if it weren't for you." Kylo said as he avoided looking at you. You looked at him with slight shock and curiosity. What had made him change?

"Now if you excuse me I need to go look after my soldiers. I will send Phasma to discuss future plans." Kylo said as he stiffened his posture and proceeded to head out. You sighed, you were confused but also longing for him to stay. You couldn't place what feelings were rising up from the dark bottomless pit that was your heart. You shook your head and turned around to go find something to do, as you found that whenever Kylo wasn't around there weirdly wasn't much to do. Was it because you enjoyed being in his presence? No, you were just letting your thoughts get to you... Right? A knock at the front door startled you. You whipped around to find Phasma walking in. You could feel stress radiating off of her and you tilted your head to the side slightly in confusion as to why. "Leader Ren has requested I speak to you about our future plans." Phasma stated as she took off her helmet with ease. She sat down at one of the dining chairs. When you hadn't moved an inch since she entered the cabin she motioned for you to sit while raising her eyebrows. You blinked and then rushed to the seat across from her. "Supreme Leader Ren has requested that..." Phasma paused and cleared her throat. "That before we leave Earth your memory should be erased." Phasma said and you could feel the color drain from your face. "He has good reason. He wants to protect the First Order from any attack that may possibly uprise in the future." She said to which you furrowed your eyebrows. You scoffed "He only wants to protect himself." You snapped to which Phasma raised an eyebrow. "Careful, that is the Supreme Leader you're speaking of." She said with a slightly hushed tone. You stood suddenly. "That is your leader! Not mine." You growled, but Phasma wasn't phased by your outburst. "What good would those memories serve you anyway?" She questioned you to which your eyebrows unfurrowed and you sat down with a huff. You couldn't admit to her that you had caught feelings for the group that had landed here on Earth. Maybe a little stronger feelings for Kylo. "I-I don't know." You sighed as you stared blankly at the table. "Be glad you know of this instead of you being taken against your will and your memory wiped." Phasma said almost cockily to which you gave her a glare that could kill thousands. "Yeah, because I'm not being held against my will at this very moment." You snapped back to which she shook her head. "You've been given many permissions that otherwise we wouldn't even take a second to consider. Be grateful." She said, her voice filled with nothing but monotone.

You rolled your eyes to which Phasma stood and grabbed her helmet off of the table. "Since that is all, I will leave you to your devices. FN-4475 will stop by to check on you. If you need to leave the house to town you will need permission from Supreme Leader Ren." She said as she slipped on her helmet and walked out the door.

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Dots had come to "check on you" for awhile, but in reality you two were just messing around, as if you had known one another for years. Dots was almost like your savior in this whole mess. He understood what it was like to feel like a slave and to deal with shitty people. You figured out a lot about Dots. You figured out he came from a planet the First Order had control of. He had a passion for the First Order and for his squad. But you could sense his fear. Fear that he'd never get home. Or that he might die here. If anything you were fearful for him. He had grown close to you over the past week almost as if he were a family member. "So you say you've got squads? They're fairly large right?" You asked and Dots nodded as he looked up from a coloring book. He had never even colored in his lifetime. "So who's your favorite?" You asked with a raised eyebrow and a smirk playing on your lips. Dot's face immediately went crimson red to which you laughed. "Oh so there is someone?" You giggled to which Dots rolled his and sat up straighter. "Well there's this one guy, we call him Milo. He's so cute and I heard a few rumors that he might be into me." You wiggled your eyebrows "Ooooh, get it!" You both busted out laughing. That was until there was a knock at the door. Dots quickly reached for his helmet and slipped it on just before Kylo walked in. "Your shift is over. Come back tomorrow at noon." Kylo stated simply. "Yes Supreme Leader." Dots said in a very formal manner. Although you could sense fear from Dots. It was odd, how could you sense this from him? You looked back down at the table, facing away from Kylo and watching as Dots walked away. Once you heard the front door to the cabin shut it was silent. It was awkward silence, too awkward for you anyhow. You stood from your seat at the dining table and went to collect the papers Dots had been coloring on. "Would you like some dinner?" You asked Kylo, trying to drive out some of the awkward silence. Kylo shook his head in response and replied, "No, I ate aboard the shuttle." He said to which you looked over at him. He had already taken off his helmet, his brown eyes were already looking into yours. You tilted your head to the side a bit and raised an eyebrow "Is my cooking that bad?" You asked playfully but Kylo became flustered and stuttered. "N-No I never-" He began to which you chuckled and shook your head
"I'm joking." You said with a warm smile to which Kylo sighed with a breath of relief. He even smiled a little. Your heart skipped a beat and you stood frozen for a moment. But you snapped out of your thoughts as you continued to clean up from Dots and your little hang out session earlier. Kylo cleared his throat "I will be preparing for my sleep so if you'll excuse me." He stated and you nodded in response. As he walk past you, you shuttered slightly. After you finished cleaning you noticed it was nearly midnight so you went to your room and shut the door. Your thoughts still lingering on Kylo Ren.