Caught in-between

Not gonna happen

After Joanne returned, Víctor and her were together like expected but not for long. Víctor missed Willow and felt guilty of trying to change her into being more girly when they were together.

He wanted to make things up to her and hated it that she insisted that they were not more than friends now. Why couldn't he get her off his mind? Was it because now she looked a lot happier than he had ever seen her? He wasn't lying about his feelings to her but he loved to feel desired and being only with one girl wasn't enough for him.

He saw Willow walk down the street humming a song as if she was caught up in a world of her own. He ran towards her and grabbed her arm. Willow turned around and punched him. After she saw it was him, she appologized. She was distracted walking and didn't like to be grabbed like that from behind. What was he thinking?

"What do you want from me?", she asked him.

Víctor cleared his throat he didn't know what to say now that he was in front of her.

" Um....look...I...was....thinking...", he muttered.

"Oh, good for you." Willow remarked although she soinded a bit cynical.

"Listen please.", Víctor begged almost getting down onto his knees.

" Ok, tell me already, will you." Willow answered annoyed.

"I think we should get married.", Víctor finally managed to say and took hold of her hand.

Willow pulled her hand out of his and stepped back.

" Seriously Víctor? No way!", Willow almost shouted and shook her head in denial.

" Come on, think about it. I am sorry I hurt you. I keep thinking of you. You can take your time."Víctor replied insistingly with a puppy face.

His puppy face was very cute and there was a time it would have been irresistible.
Willow looked away from him and took a deep breath.

"That's not gonna happen Vic, you fucked up and I moved on. It's time for you to do the same." Willow responded, her voice was emotionless and serious.

"Are you still with Garett?", Víctor asked and Willow noticed that he sounded jealous.

" Yes, why?", was Willow's response.

"Just asking. I know you don't love him like you loved me.", was Victor's response.
He was being provocative.

" How would you even know? You know what I don't even wanna know what makes you think that. "Willow snapped.

" I'll wait for you, love." Víctor replied and kissed her hand. Willow rupped it off with her other hand.

"Not gonna happen!", she yelled and kept on walking to get out of his sight.
What was he thinking? He wasn't seriously commiting anyway. That didn't go with him. For Willow it was obvious that he wasn't gonna change anyway. Also, she didn't like to be his choice or his comeback when things didn't turn out with other girls or he got bored of them.

She could do much better than that and was more than happy she had found Garett. Víctor started to disgust her more and more.