read this if. . . | takigawa chris yu

if you're feeling lonely

Shino,

if you're reading this letter, it means that you're feeling lonely. i'm sorry to hear that. i wish i was there with you, but this letter will have to do, huh?

i just want to tell you that you're never fully alone, alright? there's always going to be someone willing to listen to you, or to just sit with. and it's okay if you don't have very many of those people.

just know that i'm one of them, yeah? i'm just a phone call away, or just a text. if you reach out to me, i will do my best to help you feel less lonely.

and it's also okay to feel alone at any time of the day. whether it be in the middle of the night or the middle of the day. whether you're alone or surrounded by people, your feelings are valid. i will admit, i've felt alone a lot. and i know what it feels like.

that's why i hope you don't have to read this letter often.

so, reach out to me or someone else if you're lonely. don't try and power through it because you're 'too tough' or you 'don't want to bother anyone'. bother me, i don't mind. neither should your boyfriend.

you're not alone. you never will be.

i love you.

forever yours,
t. chris

okay so i mightve disappeared for a couple days but school has had me dead tired and its sunday now and i was just relaxing yesterday.

i gave my resume to a store yesterday and the lady said that at the end of september to the beginning of october she might hire me to get me trained in time for the christmas season. if i get a job my activity will go down a lot more but you can bet your ass ill still be reading and publishing. i will never be gone for good!!

see you soon :)