At That moment

Chapter 8

Five sit at the bar and four are lost in the sea of people behind them. Within the silence an awkward air floats amongst them. "So I think I'll be leaving I have a test to study for and I don't wanna fai-" Remy gets cut off by a drunk voice. "No you can't leave without me you're the only one with my room key!" Remy looks at Virgil while Thomas laughs. "Okay then let's go." "But I don't wanna!" Virgil whines.

Remy sighs as he puts his head back on the bar top. "You good?" Thomas ask concerned. Remy nods a headache forming. "So Picani, you're studying phycology, that's gotta be fun!" Roman inquires. Picani nods a grin on his face. "I'm doing child phycology, it's kinda fun to hang out with them. One of my test client Daniel is just the most adorable thing!" Picani finishes his smile growing as he continues.

"That sounds heavenly, you're lucky, we on the other hand have to deal with grown up children who have jurisdiction over their own life." Roman complains a heavy sigh from Thomas comes his way. "Picani can't help but crack a laugh at their suffering. "Well how do you think your teachers felt?" Roman stops then downs his shot he grimaced before responding.

"I get why they didn't like me now." Exactly three seats away from there gabbing duo one particular person can't help but smile at the laugh he used to love hearing. Old feelings erupt in his chest and new wishes fill his mind. An epiphany of sorts I guess you could say.

"But honestly I love helping them out but it's sad that I have no one to help me with my own."

Abruptly Remy stands his chair falling over he hands Virgil's room key to Thomas before he books it towards the door. A slurred voice calls him but he ignores it. He rushes towards he campus not stopping until his legs give out. The sound of crickets chirps stopping as he stomps on the pavement hurt evident in his face, hatred in his actions, and sadness in his eyes.

He finally stops collapsing to his knees tears in the wells of his eyes. "How could he do this to me?" Remy questions internally. " How could he just pop out of nowhere and act like nothing happened!" He was confused and scared. How could he still hold feelings for Picani, how could he still miss him; how dare he hold hatred towards a past lover, how dare he still love him.Tears spill uncontrollably, his head down.

He gets back up silently sobbing and manages himself up to his room. His head throbbing in a rhythmic beat his temples in excruciating pain as his tears make their way down his face. The halls of the dorm quiet except for the occasional sniffles that leave the boy. He stops and finds himself in front of a door.

This would mean nothing to him if this were his dorm but it wasn't. In black numbers 470 he knows who's dorm room this is but he can't figure out why he's here or how he got here; despite this he sits against the door too exhausted to move. He can feel his mind go fuzzy and he eventually cradles himself to sleep.

Time Skip

"What is that noise." Declyn wakes up. "1:23 it's that late and he's making this much noise." Declyn complains. Leaving his room he walks throughout his dorm confused. 'If it's not coming from the inside...' Declyn reasons with himself a slight nod of the head following afterwards. His eyes widen as he carefully walks towards the door.

His heart beat gaining speed he puts his hand on the doorknob. He turns it quickly and jumps back. Declyn looks down and finds a crumpled body laying down and his expression softens his eyebrows loosen. He studiously walks up to the body before lightly kicking it.

The body turns.

'Remy why...?'

Declyn smirks. "I am so teasing him about this later!" He exclaims quietly. He picks Remy up and carries him to he couch. Carefully setting him down Declyn walks over to a closet and gets a blanket for the other. Leaning over Remy's body to wrap the blanket around him, he notices his tear stained cheeks and the heavy smell of alcohol on Remys breath causing him to cringe.

"Idiot. You can't drink away your feelings." Declyn sighs in disappointment a concerned look in his eye. He goes to the bathroom looking for his IBUPROFEN and sets in the table, he could get the water tomorrow or later. He sits up a little later he tries to convince himself its to wait for him roommate but even he knows he hates that guy.

His eyes drift from the window to the sleeping man. He knew he was lying, but he wouldn't be If he said that in some weird way, and for some unknown reason Remy attracted him. But he didn't care if he was lying. Even if it was a lie he'd be completely fine with it. If a lie could give him a second of truth then so be it.

With a sigh Declyn closes his eyes the sound of the door opening is the last thing he hears before he slips unconscious.

This is... I'm not proud of it I wanted to add more but. I'm sorry but I hope you enjoyed it this is all for now.💜💜💜