At That moment

Chapter 12

I sit in thought my mind coming up with the worst possible scenarios. I stop and try to calm myself down. With my mouth practically glued shut I try to get as much air as possible through my nose before shooting it out.

I feel myself slightly trembling nothing to noticeable. I start to move my leg out of habit. My eyes focus in on my reflection on the T.V. I think to myself 'be rational.' The simple phrase trapped in my mind going around over and over again.

In. Out. My breath slowly gets calmer the panic lessens and I'm able to take bigger breaths. Everything is fine, everything will be alright, you did nothing wrong you have nothing to worry about. My leg bounces continuously throughout my self reassurance and I stare at it. I think disheartened, 'is it okay.'

Filler chapter. Fun. Writers block sucks. I tried to just write a little bit here and there but it didn't work out as planned and it irks me. Anyways I hope you enjoy. And thanks for being patient and happy Thanksgiving 💜