(15) Dear Journal, I Am Gone

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"SEOKJIN!" Namjoon gasps, a cry leaving his lips. "S-Seokjinnie! W-What the fu-"

There, in the bathroom, is his precious Seokjin hyungie, bloody and laying on the ground with a knife punctured in his stomach.

"OHMYGOD! HOLY CRAP! JIN NO! NO NO NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!"

Namjoon rushes to Jin, lifts up his shoulders, and lays Jin in his lap, checking for any signs of life.

"Please, don't leave me. I can't live without you." he whispers, to no one in particular, as tears pour rapidly down his face. "Please give me a sign, hyung. Please..."

A blink, a heartbeat, a word, anything.


Anything...


But there is nothing.

"N-No! Oh my gosh no! NO! JIN! NO! C-COME BACK, JIN! COME B-BACK..." Words spill out of Namjoon's mouth as Seokjin's unresponsive body continues to spurt blood from his abdominal region. Namjoon shudders loudly onto Jin's lifeless body, shoulders shaking as he heaves heavy cries.

After what feels like hours, or what could've been days - after Namjoon had no more tears left to spill, he opens his dry, blood-shot eyes slowly. He still is unable to grasp that Jin...

No longer exists...

He shivers and notices a small piece of paper in Jin's right hand.

Gently, Namjoon picks it up from the pool of blood around Seokjin's body and reads it.

"Tell Namjoon that I'm sorry. And that I love him. Goodbye."

The three, small phrases make Namjoon choke on a sob again as his dry eyes let go of any moisture they retained.

Not knowing what else to do, he gently leans in and plants a soft kiss onto Jin's blue lips.

"I-I am so sorry Jin hyung..." he whispers as Seokjin's eyes begin to roll back in his head.


"I never got to tell you I love you too.






And now, I never will."






~The end~

~The end~

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