Photosynthesis

rant time bois

Ok so like

My sister needs me to draw something for her health profession class

And im not happy about it

Cuz like i was already reading this book (that i dont really like so far) for my english class and i had to do a packet with it. So im like kinda grumpy already

And i already drew for like an hour and a half today

And im rlly tired

Im also not happy about drawing rn cuz im having a really terrible art block

And all the art i manage to do looks like i drew it two years ago! AND I COULDNT DRAW A DECENT FLOWER TWO YEARS AGO

...

So now im sittin in my bed... Contemplating my life choices...
And writing this right now.

So lemme tell you what i have to draw.

APPARENTLY.

i have to draw an 11 year old kid on a medical table with a scalpel adjacent to him

And on a different paper i have to draw an open book with a skull and crossbones on the pages

Like wtf

Not only am i really bad at drawing right now

I have to draw THAT

im really angry at my sister's school for making her need TO DRAW for classes THAT SHOULDNT INCLUDE DRAWING.

AND I HAVE TO DRAW ALL OF IT FOR HER CUZ SHE "CANT DRAW"

LIKE

HAVE YOU SEEN THE ART IN MY SKETCHBOOK LATELY?

IDEK WHY IM SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS

I LOVE DRAWING

OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT I DID

UNTIL I HAD TO START DOING ALL OF MY SISTER'S ART PROJECTS WHEN I NEED TO BE DOING MY OWN WORK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.

-several minutes later-

m'kay

I think im ok now

I literally have no idea why i was/am so angry

Like

I like art and drawing in general

Why am i angry about having to draw?

Sure, im having a pretty bad art month

But that doesn't mean it'll get better by not wanting to draw.

Ive taken a few deep breaths..

And here's the art i came up with:

S

o this was  assically a draft for me to get the basic outline...

But it looked terrible...

So i erased it and tried again, (i referred to a picture of a scalpel this time) resulting in this:

Good enough.

I just need to add more detail

Aaaaaaand thats as good as it's gonna get and im too lazy to re draw it so...

There ya go.

ONTO THE NEXT DRAWING...

So thats the basic sketch

Of which im okay with

So ill keep it...

And add detail:

Ya sure thats good enough for me

Im too lazy and i dont feel like doing anymore or trying again so there ya go

So like

Bye now i guess

Thanks for reading...?

Have a good day/night.

(9/2/2019 7:02 PM)