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little quarantine update

[current mood: feeling really fucking lonely]

i miss all my friends.

except for my 'best friend'.

i don't consider her a best friend much anymore. she wasn't very nice or considerate. i can see why all my other friends didn't like her. she's kind of a brat.

but it's okay.
i still have my other friends.
and i like them much better.

just wish i could see them, though.

i can't wait until this quarantine's over.

at first i thought i would really like staying alone at home for a couple months with no human contact. but now i feel lonely and i just miss all my friends. i wanna give 'em all hugs.

i'm really surprised that my phone isn't constantly getting messages from our group chat, though.

i thought now that we have a bunch of free time, i could text my friends for hours.

but no one's texted much recently.

i miss it, really.

my friends are really funny, but i haven't had a good conversation with any of them recently.

maybe i'm just not very interesting to talk to.

it's alright, i just kinda hope school starts again. i wasn't able to say goodbye to my friends before quarantine. my mom thinks we're probably not going back to school though.

so yeah. nothing very interesting has happened recently, except that my sister's 16th birthday was yesterday. it sucks that she had to spend her sweet 16 in quarantine though.

summary: i really fucking miss my friends.

i'll go to bed now.

good night.

(4/27/2020 1:49 AM)