Bad decisions

42

We were on a plane and Lydia fell asleep behind me

Apparently Aaron has a private plane

Somehow

These guys are filthy rich

I just left

Somehow Aaron knew everyone in this stupid town and was very persuasive

Including luke and Claudia

Luke already knew about jace being a vampire and Aaron told him about me being a wolf

He was kind of alright with it

Only because Claudia is half angelic

That probably is where I get mine from

Jace was no where to be found and now I'm on a plane to freaking England

Lydia had fallen asleep asleep and all you could hear was my muffled cries as tears again fell down my face

Each time harder and harder as I thought about Asher

The memories hit me like a truck and watch memory made me cry harder and harder

'Kira.'

I didn't turn around

I already knew who it was

Aaron

He was in the food section snacking

'Oh come here' he said and hugged me

'I can't believe he's gone Aaron.  He can't be' i said

'I know it's hard. We're going for a few months. I told your father and despite him saying that he could protect you he knows it's right' he said and i nodded

'Go wash your face. Get out of Ashers hoodie and fix your hair' he said throwing me lydias make up bag and her back up outfit and i went to the bathroom

I looked at my face

Tears had dried up in my cheeks, my eyes red and swollen by me crying and wiping my face, my face was dull and my hair was like a birds nest.

I could smell Ashers cologne on his hoodie and i took it off

It only made me sadder

I put on lydias clothes and washed my face and tied my hair in a pony tail

I put a bit of concealer under my eyes and folded the clothes and went back out

'Shes breaking Aaron' i heard Lydia

'Why don't we just make her turn off her emotions. Wolves can do that if they go into a state of deep sadness. I'm sure she can hear her inner wolf whimpering'

He was right

I did

'I dont know. What if when she turns it back on and all that guilt and sadness is thrown back on her. She'll be torn apart' i heard Lydia

'Stop talking about me as if I can't listen' i said walking in and throwing the clothes on a seat and sitting on my seat

'Just leave me alone. The full moons next week and I just need time' i said and they nodded and headed off to the food section

I'm sorry asher

I'm sorry I couldn't save you

~°~

''WE HAVE LANDED IN ENGLAND BITCHES ''

I heard the pilot, Pete yell at the top if his lungs earning a little giggle from me and i got up and headed towards the exit where Lydia and Aaron were waiting for me

'Welcome to Heathrow airport darling' he said

I ran from my problems

I wonder how long I'll be running from stupid vampires

Wasn't there  peace between vampires and wolves

Alex broke that peace

So why the fuck am i running

He should

And I'm going to make him

...

So guys I start school tomorrow and updates may be a little slow

An update every 1 or 2 days

Maybe 3

~ sim