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"I want to live in the peaceful feeling you ger underwater where everything sounds softer and the lights are all tinged blue and the world feels silky and light and surreal."
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Ashton's Pov
How could one human be so breath takingly beautiful? I watch as you looked at the world with your chocolate brown eyes filled with happiness and excitement but I knew those weren't the emotions you felt, you were good at hiding how you felt but I however was better.
I could see the emotions that you're hiding from everyone else. There was darkness, sadness and anger but the one thing that stuck out the most was the fear.
You didn't come off as the type of girl to fear anybody that's what I liked most about you. How you'd always threaten or challenge me, you weren't afraid of me even though you knew who I was and heard rumors about me. I think that's what excited me the most about you but what drove me over the edge -- what made me fall even harder for you was those fucking chocolate brown eyes, your contagious smile and your beautiful laugh.
God, how I could listen to that laugh every day. It was my favorite music, you were my favorite person to look at, I adored you. Only wanting what's best for you, wanting to keep you safe at all times but you wouldn't accept it, no you'd show me how you can protect yourself.
All I wanted to do was keep you safe from all harm but look where it got you, look what I did to you. Because I lost control, you ended up being hit by a truck and now you're in hospital.
You look so pale because of the blood loss but that didn't make you look any less beautiful infact it only made you even more gorgeous. The way your long eye lashes fanned over your once soft pink colored cheeks, your slightly chapped plump lips and the small freckles that danced around on your cheeks, your small cute button nose.
I lost control two days ago, something that rarely happens but with you, the impossible becomes possible. You make me lose control, you make me want to be a better person and make this world a happier place.
The mere fact that I not only hurt you that night but was the cause of this accident puts me to shame. I'm ashamed that I not only failed to protect you but was the main cause of you ending up in hospital.
"Mr. Black, we hope that she'll wake up tomorrow or the day after. She just needs some time to heal, she is although healing faster than usual which is a good sign," He assured me, I simply nodded my head as I tightened my hold on her hand, hoping she'll wake up sooner.
He took this as a sign to leave which I was greatful for, I didn't want to see nor hear any one at this moment. All I wanted was to be by Katherines side, hold her hand and wait until she wakes up.
I long to see those beautiful chocolate brown eyes, to hear her melodic laugh and her contagious smile. I wanted to kiss her pink plump lips, feel the warmth that radiates from them and the way her hands feel tangled in my hair.
After minutes of just admiring her beautiful features and holding her hand. I stood up sighing and let go of her delicate hand before bending down and placed a light kiss on her forehead.
My lips lingering a little longer than necessary.
"Wake up soon моя роза, I miss you." With that I turned around and walked out of the hospital room she was being kept in.
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The stars were shining bright but the moon was brighter and much more beautiful. She was as bright as the stars but as beautiful as the moon, the sun knows my happiest moments but the moon knows my darkest secrets.
That accident was indeed no accident at all, we found out that the man driving that truck worked for Joey. We don't understand why he decided to almost kill her, we'll have to wait until she wakes up to tell us this information.
I wanted nothing more than to torture him until he begs me to kill him, saying he cannot handle the pain any longer and he just wants to die. I'll laugh in his face as I break his ribs and whip him with a lash, telling him that death would only be giving him mercy and I don't do mercy. He should suffer for what he's done to not long Katherine but other women in the world.
"You need some rest Ashton, you haven't sleep since Katherines accident and she'd be angry knowing that you didn't sleep," Amelia spoke with Matthew standing besides her, holding her hand.
"I'll sleep once she awakes," My voice left no place for discussion or arguments, Amelia sighed and exited the room along with Matthew.
I continued to stand by the balcony and look up at the sky, admiring the beauty of the stars and moon.
What should I say when she wakes up? Will she remember what happened that night? Will she blame me for the accident?
Katherine isn't one to blame others
Yes, I'm aware of that but technically it was my fault.
If I hadn't assumed that she kissed the guy or forced myself on her, she wouldn't have ran out. She would've still been in bed, in my arms and safe. But I let myself lose control, I let the anger and jealousy take over, instead of asking her how long he'd been messaging her. Why couldn't I have used my fucking brain!
The reason I can't sleep is because the guilt is eating me alive.
I've murdered, tortured and mentally broken down god knows how many people and I haven't felt an ounce of regret or guilt. Yet when it comes to that little female, she makes me experience emotions I never knew I had.
She made me feel alive more alive than when I killed people with my own two hands. When I watched as the life leave peoples eyes when I shot bullet through their head, right between the eyes might I add.
How could someone so small and fragile make me, the most feared and dangerous man in the world weak?
Katherine is not only small and fragile but dangerous, she is in fact a wolf in sheep clothing. Nobody sees how truly dangerous and insane she is but I do.
I watch as her eyes sparkle in excitement when the mentions of guns, knives or any type of machinery is brought up. How her hands twitch to pull the trigger as she points a gun, the way she bites her bottom lip while imagining different ways to slice their bodies up.
Most people would be afraid to stand next to her or even breathe in the same air as her, whereas I would love to kiss those pink plump lips.
She might look crazy or insane to most people but to me, she was insanely gorgeous.
She was my Queen and I
I was her King.
Together we would rule the world, together we'd be unstoppable. The most feared couple in the world.
As I jumped onto the couch in my office, I placed my hand under my head and my arm on my stomach. Closing my eyes, wanting to try and get some rest before she wakes up.
All I could see was those beautiful chocolate brown eyes and her smile.
The smile that haunts my dreams
"I miss you, моя роза."
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hi everyone! kanda here, duh
i would like to apologize for the late update and because I've posted to late, I'll be doing an author's pov!
exciting, right? anyway, don't forget to vote and leave a comment on what you think about Ashton, do you think it was his fault that she was in an accident?
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