He who speaks few words
But says so much with his eyes
He’s given away
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I still sit waiting
For him to join in my game
He has no interest
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Plenty has been said
And there is still much to say
Who will be so brave?
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This desire kills me
To want and not be wanted
Is there greater pain?
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To empty my head
To erase all thoughts of you
Would I then find peace?
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If I were purer,
If I could be kinder still,
Would he love me then?
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I forget myself
And all I wanted to say
I’m lost in his eyes
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To have and to hold
To become one and the same
Such is my desire
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The softest feathers
Eyes that could lead me to sin
Some angels exist
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I declared it all
Laid myself bare before you,
Such a gentleman
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You spoke with anger
And I fell even deeper
I’m so very weak
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My being was numb
My chest tight and constricted
When in your presence
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You never cursed once,
To find such words aimed at me
Was satisfying
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You belong to me
In dreams and fantasy
I keep you close there
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Such an awful thrill
A desperate need for you
I am in pieces
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I tease you and play,
Your cheeks blush beautifully
I now have purpose
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I make him nervous
Conversations stilted and
