[HIATUS] Seductive Orchid • Minatozaki Sana

{ SO • 30 }

Y/N's POV

My mind is going to explode at this point. I just found out that Dahyun is dating Momo and Chaeyoung is dating Mina, which if you're living under a rock, are Sana's bestfriends. While Tzuyu is dating a chick named Elkie and Jihyo is dating a co worker named Daniel.

It's been a few weeks since we got back from Paris. It has also been a few weeks since I told Sana my deepest secret and so far, it's been a rollercoaster of emotions. She accepted me and never once made me feel ashamed of myself. Ever since I told her about it, she's been very touchy with me, and of course I made sure I always responded to her touches but I was gentle and didn't go too far to the point she was uncomfortable.

And no, we didn't do "it"

Although she is the woman of my dreams and with no doubt the only person who holds my heart, I can't help but feel inadequate for her. I always feel like I'm lacking something and someone can treat her better.

I'm not that stupid to realise that she still hasn't said those three little words that strum the strings of my heart. Come to think about it, the only reason she wouldn't say it back to me is because she doesn't reciprocate my love for her.

Though she still hasn't said it to me, I will wait for her patiently because I love her and only her. I always remind myself that Sana has trust issues and she wouldn't just simply be able to voice out what she was feeling because of all the things that has happened and is happening to her.

Another thing that was bugging me is the fact that I don't know what exactly are we. I don't know if we're in a relationship or is she just fooling around with me. We haven't labelled each other as girlfriends, even though I already am technically dating her because of this whole 'fake dating' thing for the world to see.

"Y/N?" I hear Sana's sweet and silky voice calling out my name. I snap my neck towards her desk and raised my eyebrows while she gives me a concerned stare.

"You look sad." Sana says with a cute pout and stands up from her desk and walks over to my own compartment in her office. I just shook my head and forced a smile, ignoring the lingering question inside my head.

"It's bad to lie to the person you love." Sana says as she tilts her head cutely and leans over my desk. I just nod my head, still not uttering a single word.

She looks at me seriously before she brushes her perfect pink locks away from her face. Seems like she isn't convinced about my silence.

"Wha-" I cut her off before she could even finish.

"Sana, what are we?" I asked in a defeated tone as my shoulders slump down, suddenly feeling sadness take over my emotions.

She furrows her perfectly sculpted eyebrows, pretending to be confused, yet I already know that she had an answer to my question.

"Do you like me?" I asked her.

"Of course! You kn-" I cut her off again.

"Then what are we?" I asked her once again and straightened my back, clearly eager to know her answer. She sighs before giving me her lovely smile.

"I'm your girlfriend. You are mine and I am yours..." She trailed off and cupped my cheeks, making my eyes involuntarily stare at her dreamy orbs that I could get lost in.

"I thought you already knew about that." She says and takes away her hand with a smug smile, clearly impressed at how much her touch affected me. I flutter my eyes open from the daze she has put me in.

"B-But we haven't went out for a proper date yet." I suddenly stutter while I ask the woman who singlehandedly stole my heart. Sana just smiles at me.

"We don't need that to define what we are." She suddenly expressed her feelings. My heart beats out of my rib cage hearing those words.

I stare at her, my eyes filled with passion and love for her, and only her. No one can replace how much happiness and pain she gives me.

"Because with you, I feel loved. I feel so special."

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3rd person

"You know who are these people?" Jisoo asked to the man who was tied on a chair and beaten up by Jisoo's men while he showed him a picture of them men who murdered Y/N's mother.

The man gulps as his eyes shake while staring at the photo. He nervously makes eye contact with Jisoo as sweat and blood trickle down his forehead.

"N-No, boss." The man stated while stuttering as he tries to move his broken arm.

There are many secrets that Jisoo is hiding from the world. One of them is being a leader of an underground syndicate who kills people when they are asked and forced to. Another one is being the largest shareholder of luxury brands like Burberry, Cartier and Samsung. His family also owns the biggest chicken farm in South Korea. Because of all the profit he gets from his businesses, he has millions of connections giving him the ability to start his own underground syndicate filled with skilled hitmen.

Jisoo scoffs and pulls out his .357 Magnum revolver and aims it to his brain. He holds the man's face tightly as he stares him down with his fiery eyes.

"It would be a shame to kill such a happy family." Jisoo states with a smirk as he pulls out another photo of the man's wife and daughter. The man's eye widen and he immediately shakes his head out of Jisoo's grip.

"Please don't! I swear to god, I don't know anything!" The man shouts out of fear as he stares at his family. Jisoo just glares at him more and presses on the man's stab wound.

He screams in pain as Jisoo's other men that was present inside the dark room scrunch their face in disgust, seeing all the blood that was spewing out of the man's wound.

"OKAY! OKAY! T-The men in the p-picture are Kim Jiwon and Kim Hanbin, t-they both work for you!" The man gives out a petrifying scream as tears involuntarily drop from his eyes. Jisoo smirks and walks away from the man.

"Good. I thought you were useless." Jisoo coldly spat at the man before turning his back against him. Jisoo motions for another man to come to him.

"You already know what to do with him. Another thing, bring those two rascals to me." Jisoo spat with a loud and booming voice as he called Hanbin and Jiwon 'rascals'. Jisoo's men nod before rushing to hunt down Hanbin and Jiwon.

Jisoo gets out of the room and sighs deeply as he opens a locket that contained his one and only love, Park Chaeyoung. He stares at it deeply before speaking to his self.

"My love, I promise to always make you happy, even if this means risking my life for yours."