Scared... (Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 24: Crazy

Haley's POV

I left the boys confused when I told them what happened. They fired questions at me, but I just ignored them and walked to my room.

I flopped down on the bed, my thoughts cloudy. I never even noticed I was crying.

"Shawn" I whispered, sniffles is all that filled the room. He was cut off on the phone, which hurt me. But I knew he couldn't do anything.

I heard a door creak open but just closed my eyes, my head was pounding and I wanted nothing more but to fall asleep and wake up to Shawns arms wrapped around my waist.

What would I do if he walked in right now?

I would probably hug the shit out of him.

I felt a hand rest on my back, I quickly turned around, could it be?
Nope of course not, a sad Cameron looked down at me.

"Haley I-" He started but I burst out in tears.
"Can I just be alone, please" I whimpered, he nodded and walked out the room, gently closing the door.

I let my entire body sink into the bed, my eyes screwed shut.

Let this be a nightmare.

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Shawn's POV

"Shawnn" A voice said in my face. I opened my eyes to Jerry hovering over my face.

"What happened to your bed?" He asked, I looked down to see blood drips covering the white sheets.
"Shawn, are you secretly a...lady" He asked, I gave him wide eyes and shook my head quickly.

I sat up and looked around.

"You got a call" He smiled, I turned still for a second.
"Haley" I choked.

I hopped out of bed and pressed a button. A lady walked in.
"Yes Shawn theres someone here to see you" I froze before quickly trailing behind her.

She opened the door to a room, the same room where we were blocked of by a peice of glass.

I then seen her.

"Haley?" I whimpered and ran towards her booth.
She grabbed the phone on her side and talked into it.
"Shawn I-" She tried to get out, tears were in her eyes.

"Haley i can't believe you're here" I sat down with the phone against my ear.
She sat down as well, I heard sniffles.

"Please don't cry baby-girl" I begged. "You'll make me cry"
"Hows life" She asked wiping her eyes.
"Well, Im kinda trapped in here, but I'll be out in no time" I promised, I stared into her eyes.

"When?"
"I don't know"

She then got up and walked over to the front desk, I seen her mouth move but couldn't hear anything. She walked back with a small smile.

"She said that you've got into some fights, but you're doing fine" She said, I smiled at the thought that I could get out of this hell soon.

"So fighting?" She said with a small smirk planted on her lips.
"He took me away from you, im sorry" I pouted.
"Stop" She said with a serious look.
"What did I do?" I panicked.
"Stop being adorable, its killing me" She whined with a small chuckle.

I smiled, I wanted her so bad.

"Times up" A women said from my side, I looked at her then Haley.
"I-I gotta go" I mumbled looking down at my lap.
"Oh okay bye" She placed her hand on the glass, I put my hand where hers was.
"Bye" My eyes teared up.

She got up and slowly walked out the door.

I put my head in my hands and let out a small groan.
"Come on" A lady rushed me out of the room.

I walked back to my room.

"When am I gonna get out of here?" I groaned sitting on my bed, Jerry gave me a look.

"Shawn, I've been here for 5 months, how do you think I feel? You've been here for 3 days! You at least are getting out of here soon!" He yelled at me, clearly frustrated.

"Why are you here anyway?" I quieted my voice down.
"Just like you I don't know, none of us know" He sat down beside me.

"Do you think Im crazy?" I slowly asked, he looked at me like I was nuts.
"Pff, you're like the most normal one here, even the doctors are slightly coo-coo compared to you!" He exclaimed, I stared at the floor.

I knew something was wrong with me.

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Shawn's POV

The room was pitch black, all that I could hear was the soft snores coming from Jerry's mouth. Me on the other hand couldn't even keep my eyes closed.

Something was bothering me.

I sat up and looked around, although there wasn't really much to see. I rubbed my eyes and swung my legs over the bed.

At home I would usually go downstairs or go on Twitter, but that was kind of hard with no phone, or a downstairs.

I stared at the wall, trying to focus my eyes so I could see at least the color, white.

All white.

Why can't there be blood?

What if I stabbed Jerry?

What if everyone died?

My head jolted up.

What?

A smirk grew apon my face. I grabbed a pencil from the side desk and put it up against my arm, sliding it across, blood began to gush out of it.

I laughed.

"Blood, how nice" My voice was deep and raspy.

"Shawn" A voice groaned, a pillow hit me on the side of the head.
I stared at Jerry's bed, anger ran through me.

"Jerry" I whispered.
"Yeah?" He rolled over and stared at me.
"Hi" I chuckled, a smile spread across my face.

"Uh heyyy" He looked at me strangly.
"Im not crazy, right?" I asked, still smiling.
Uhh noo, goodnight" He closed his eyes.

I stood up and walked beside his bed.

"Shawn?" He peeled open his eyes, staring at me.
"Hi Jerry" I whispered.

He didn't answer.

"Answer me!" I shouted.

"Hey Hey, calm down!' He sat up and pushed his back against the wall in fear.
"Don't tell me to f ing calm down!" I yelled and was about to stab a pencil in his leg, but I was pulled back.

"I hate all of you!" I screamed, struggling to free myself.
"Shh" A voice whispered in my ear, I felt a small pick in my back. I felt whoozy.

Thats when I dropped.

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Hey!

So Shawns clearly nuts.

This story is like really long so bear 🐻with me.

Ill update as soon as possible.

✌
-Gracie😘