September 9, 2019
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How many hours have I spent,
Calling myself pathetic as I bathe in this torment?
I tirelessly count all the sheep
So I wouldn't cry myself to sleep.
I'm just too tired to pretend
Or count how many hours I spend
Sobbing to myself alone.
So I just stay up all night, attached to this phone.
How am I supposed to stand tall,
When all I can do is stagger and fall?
I want to stop feigning my might.
I'm lost in the dark without any light.
How many more hours will I spend
I just want all of this to...
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