8/26/2020
"I don't know anymore. It's like I've lost the motivation for anything..."
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This life I've been trying to live,
Feels like I lie I shouldn't believe.
Am I even the real me,
Or is this just another fantasy?
How much longer will I have to fool myself?
I'm like a ball trying so desperately to catch itself.
I can't keep myself from being thrown around,
Yet ironically it always seems like I'm stuck on the ground.
Maybe I was trying to deny it in my mind,
But I guess there's always someone better you can find.
I wish I could be that person who's perfect in every way,
Because I'm tired of messing up every single day.
You should be his,
Because all I see,
Is that you don't need this,
You don't need me.
