I accept he's in a difficult position and he just wants what's best.
"Fine, I understand." I say as tears start running down my face, the thought of how disappointed and angry Jungkook will be just makes me break down.
"Shhhh, it's ok. I know he will do everything he can to help you ok?" Jimin comforts me for a few minutes.
"I'm going to go and tell him now ok. Don't worry it's going to be fine, and please come and talk to me or Jungkook or one of the other members next time." He plants an innocent kiss on my forehead and squeezes my hand one last time before going to tell Jungkook.
I try to distract myself from the nerves. If you had told me a year ago that I would one day be one of Jimins best friends and he supports me through everything and even kissed me on the head I would've said you were crazy. But here we are.
Jimin's POV
I exit y/n's room and approach the others down stairs. My heart aches to see her like that she is my sister.
I spot Jungkook in the corner of my eye and go over to him, I know that he's going to be so upset he's probably going to get angry which is the last thing she needs right now, but they're dating and I know as much as she doesnt admit it Jungkook is what she needs right now.
"Hey Jungkook."
"How is she?" He inquisits urgency present in his voice.
"She's awake."
He immediately starts walking to go up the stairs but I hold him back.
"Wait, first there's something we need to talk about." I try to be cautious with my words.
"What?" He trails off worry imminent on his face.
"OK just take a minute to breathe and process what I'm about to tell you." I stall.
"ok...?" He's clearly getting agitated, I can't blame him.
I explain the situation to him as slowly as needed for him to not explode.
He thanks me for telling him and I can see the tears he's fighting to keep back. He goes towards the stairs.
"Hey," he turns around to listen to me, "go easy on her ok? She's been through a lot. She needs to supportive you not the angry one." He smiles in return which assures me slightly.
Jungkook's POV
I'm in shock, I know of her past but from what he said it's really bad. And she's not done it in ages.
I feel responsible. A flurry of guilt washes over me.
I stand outside her door for a couple of minutes just preparing myself for the worst. My mind is telling me to go in but my body refuses.
Once I'm prepared I knock on the door 3 times. No voice answers so I slowly open the door.
I see y/n sitting in her bed crying.
Y/n's POV
"Babe?" I hear Jungkooks worried voice so I try to wipe the tears away. I sniff and try to calm myself down without much prevail.
He comes over and sits next to me on the bed.
"How are You?" I can tell when he's avoiding something. I know him too well. Clearly he's trying to bring himself to ask about it. So I just look at him giving him that slight nudge to just ask it and it's ok.
"You're right, sorry." Message received, "umm...you know why I'm here, and I want you to know that I'm trying my best to stay calm, but I need to see how bad it is?"
I can see he's trying but when I show him I also know that there's a high chance he might forget everything he just said and explode.
"Please y/n"
Knowing there's no getting out of this I take a deep breath attempting to ready myself for the worst case scenario.
I can't bring myself to show him so instead I reach my arm out towards him so he can look himself.
He understands. Careful not to hurt me he takes my arm in his grip ,so gently, like it's a piece of glass about to shatter at any moment.
He raises my sleeve and I watch as the blood runs down my arm as I had no time to stop the blood.
My heart plunges to the bottom of my stomach as I see Jungkooks tear fall down his face.
"WHY?" He's crying more than I've ever seen before, "what if this had killed You?! I just got you back. I thought you could've been dead !" He breathes in heavily as more droplets escape the clasp of his eyelids.
He calms down for a minute realising he still exploded. His face morphes into a softer gaze.
"I'm sorry." He simply says keeping full eye contact with me.
"It's fine, you tried." My voice comes out raspy.
He pecks my lips and sits back down with me. He embraces me and we both sit there crying silently. It's nice, it makes me feel like I belong, that whatever I go through he will go through it with me.
I appreciate that and I'm prepared to do the same for him. Forever.
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Thank you for reading this chapter I hope you enjoyed it!!
I'm so so so sorry for being inactive recently but I have been so busy and my mental state has just plummeted so I will try to get back on it!
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