My focus returns to the 6 idiots edging Jungkook to take me to 'the room'. Whatever that is.
Jungkook leads me up the stairs the others following us closely. I spot a small room, the size of a cupboard but with no shelves. We go inside and then the door is shut.
We are alone.
It's small so we are basically standing next to each other.
To ease the tension, I decide to look around.
It is just a really small room, very plain. The lights are off but there is some light coming from under the door, so it's not pitch black. But dark enough so you can get in the mood for things I don't want to think about.
Why do they call it the room? They all knew exactly what they were on about.
"So..." It was clear Jungkook felt just as awkward as me.
I stare at the floor.
"You know we don't need to make this awkward. We could just.. Talk?"
"Yeah, Ok!" I try to sound enthusiastic but I'm not feeling it.
"So..."
"So..."
We hear Jins voice from outside the door, "Guys we are going so you will be alone but please do something? For my birthday!" He half teases.
I listen as his footsteps fade away implying he has gone away.
"We don't have to do what you don't feel comfortable with." Jungkook assures me.
"I know." I smile at him.
"Who do you feel closer to out of all of us?" He brings up out of the blue.
"Ermm.. I guess you." I shrug.
A grin falls to his mouth, "Good."
"Why?" I ask wanting him to expand.
"Ermm... I, umm.. I just wandered because of you and Tae earlier." Realisation hits me, ohhh. He was bothered by that?
"Oh, ok." I keep it short, not wanting to embarrass him.
"Would you ever hug me?" He speaks again.
"I guess." I don't know how to answer these questions.
I am so awkward!!
Jungkook embraces me into him, his scent filling my nose. He always smells so nice. Rosemary and pine. (Idk about scents ok?!)
My heart has slowed but quickened at the same time even though that's impossible. Unknown emotions engulf me.
"Is this ok?" He questions quietly.
"Yes." He seems to relax at this as I feel him hold me tighter.
"You know, if we did anything it doesn't need to mean anything."
This comment makes me think about my feelings.
What do I feel for Jungkook? I have felt this before, but never on a big scale.
I am happy when I'm around him, which is something I haven't been for years. He has changed my life.
"Y/n, are you alright?"
I put the thoughts to the back of my mind for now, "Yeah, sorry. I was just thinking."
"it's ok."
We are still hugging in silence, but it's not awkward, I feel at peace.
"What we're you saying earlier?" I ask remembering he was talking but I rudely zoned out.
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FanfictionY/n's whole life constant obstacles have been thrown her way and she has no one to help her overcome them. Overtime, they have all brought her down to the point where life has become unbearable. She's not living, she's just not dying. She turns to...
