But It Isn't Enough!

Chapter 6

<<Mal's POV>>
Uma: that night he didn't stopped crying. He is strong now but you made him that way. He didn't speak to anyone for days and when he did he spent 8 hours crying and explaining how much he loved and respected you and how much you broke him.
Mal: I never thought that he liked me. And I don't remember saying these things! But you know what they say: don't do to others what you don't want to be done to you. I was wondering why Ben broke me when I never realized what I had done to Harry. I made him an inappropriate, flirty j*rk. He is like that because of me...
Uma: shut up he's fine! Don't worry much it's over.
Mal: because its over it doesn't mean that I shouldn't feel bad as h*ell that it happened! ( I'm screaming. What is that in me that makes me feel so bad? Back there I didn't care saying those words and now even thinking about it is real sh*t!)
Uma: Jez chill. I said it to help
Mal: well you didn't help
Uma: well then I shouldn't talk anymore
Mal: well maybe that would be great!

We both are mad but for different reasons. She is fre*king mad because I yelled at her and I'm mad about what I did to Harry.

Mal: I need to apologize to him
Uma stands up from my old couch and steps in front of me stopping any move that I would do.
Uma: you aren't apologizing to anyone!
Mal: why shouldn't I? (I'm really confused. Why shouldn't I apologize to him? He deserves an apology from me after what I did)
Uma: HE CAN'T KNOW THAT I TOLD YOU THE STORY. We all were supposed to keep it a secret from you!
Mal: who else knows about it?
Uma: it must be me, Evie, Jay, Carlos, Gil and Harry.
Mal: so EVERYONE!
Uma: everyone except YOU!
Mal: stop screaming at me. You are guilty.
Uma: not as guilty as you girl!
Mal: anyway you are guilty as well. You are all in this. I was really harsh with Harry but hid this from me for years!
Uma: if we had told anything you would have destroyed him. You know that your evil self wouldn't hold to humiliate him. God knows what you could have done!
Mal: WELL!...who am I kidding? You're right. I could do the worst to him. That's who I was and I can't change it. But still...I owe him an apology.
Uma: like what? He would forgive you?
Mal: I didn't say that...
Uma: good because he never will Mal. And the faster you realise that the better for all of us and mostly for you and Harry.
She's right. And I know that for good now. He didn't deserve it...
Uma: I'll go now but please promise me you won't tell.
Mal: fine...

I don't want to promise that because I really want to find an opportunity to tell him but if I do that she's going to get in trouble and they are like brother and sister so I don't want to break this. She leaves me alone at my small apartment and thoughts about me and Harry are doing circles in my mind. He's so cute! I put my headphones in my ears to make this dream even more romantic.

"Mmm and I'm alright with a slow burn.
Taking my time let the world turn.
I'm gonna do it my way and it'll be alright
If burn it down and it takes all night it's a slow burn... Ohh so waiting my turn I know a few things but I still got a lot to learn. And I'm alright with a slow burn. Slow burn. Slow burn. Slow burn.

The music slips through my ears and I relax at the feeling of Harry holding me.

<<Harry's POV>>
Harry: D*MN YOU UMA! Why the H*LL did you told her that she shouldn't talk to me!
Uma: I thought you didn't want her to know!
Harry: BUT YOU TOLD HER ANYWAY!
Uma: I know but I tried to cover it.
Harry: why? Why would you destroy any chance I had with her!? Just tell me why?? ( I'm ready to cry and that's not good. It's been years since I cried and now again it's for the same reason. What has she done to me?)
Uma: hey chill. I'm just going to tell her that she should talk to you...
Harry: NO! Don't you dare!
Uma: and that's because...?
Harry: because you idiot she's going to know that I know!
Uma: she's going to know that you know... that sounds logic!
Harry: scr*w you Uma! You were always so jealous of her that's why you did what you did!
Uma: EXCUSE YOU! If it was in my hand YES I would do anything I could to get her out of your life because she destroys you but not out of jealousy Harry. If there was a chance for you two then yes I would love you two to be together but there isn't so I'm gonna forget all the sh*t you told me cause you're angry as h*ll and I'll warn you. Don't get any hopes with her. Not again.
Harry: I don't. And sorry.

I have to leave. I don't know anymore why I hope for ANYTHING. Not just Mal. Everything in my life is about her. If I'm not with her why am I alive? She deserves to be with her "Prince Charming" and I'm not him. If I was she wouldn't even turn to look at him not to mention love him! I know now! I'll take the chance! If she accepts I'll be happy if she doesn't I'll be nothing. First I need to clear up things with Ben's *ss. I HAVE TO make sure he doesn't get her back.

<<Mal's POV>>
" Why can't you hold me in the street
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor
I wish that we could be like that
Why can't we be like that
Cause I'm yours"

What the heck? I slept for like 10 minutes? Well that means that my mind tells me to get up and do something about Harry! I know for sure that I can't talk to him straight. Wait...I know. I have to clear up things with Ben. I can't talk to him though. He just doesn't understand that it's over. I have to approach Audrey and tell her that I accept her offer. I remember that when she first told me I got so upset at the thought but now it seems ideal.

I drove to Auradon with my motorcycle that I forgot here last time. I'm sure he already regretted it but I'm not coming back. I'll be coming until the upgrades on the Isle are done. I try to go as secretly as I can and I'm glad when I get close to the palace without anyone noticing it's me. I'm in big shook when I see Ben having his left hand on Audrey's waist while they stand in front of the palace doors answering to reporters. They are together? I definitely deserve better. And so does...Harry. I'm getting inside the palace from the secret door Ben showed me and I'm glad I remember it. I walk in the halls when I see a room with a pink door and a sign saying "feature queen". Well I guess I know who this is! I enter and it's actually what I've been looking for. Audrey's room. Full of pink and a bit blue. Jez that girl is an extreme pink fan. I wait a bit before I decide to sit on one of her pink armchairs. It feels exactly like my purple one. How stupid was I to expect that Ben would get me the best and most comfy purple armchair? I'm sure the palace is full of these.

Audrey: what are you doing here? (she literally screams when she comes in like I'm a thief or something!)
Mal: couldn't you do that a bit quieter?
Audrey: seriously what do you want? You have hooked Ben on you so nobody gets him and then you leave! What are you thinking?
Mal: ACTUALLY! I broke up with Ben and he just doesn't want to believe it. And I left because I'm done with this. I have one last thing to do.
Audrey: which has something to do with me I guess if you are here...
Mal: has anyone ever told you that you are a genius? (I say sarcastically and clap for her)
Audrey: just say what you want to say and go.
Mal: I accept your offer and I "give" you Ben. I'm done with him.

The surprising look on her face makes me cringe. Go Audrey. Go. Go love someone who is in love with someone else but don't worry if he hurts you, you'll get over it soon.

Audrey: REALLY? I can keep Ben????
Mal: yeap!
Audrey: oh my gosh! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
What the h*ll!? She thanks me? The girl is crazy!
Mal: fine now I can go...
Audrey: ok bye!
Mal: good luck!
Audrey: oh believe me I won't need that!

<<Harry's POV>>
I walk and I don't care if everyone can see me enter the palace but I don't give a sh*t! I walk and ask a random inside there where the king's room is. When I find it I don't waste time on knocking on the door.

Ben: Harry! What happened? It's been kind of long.
Harry: yeah... it's been kinda long since you cheated on her. Wait... it's been only some f*cking hours!
Ben: what... what are you talking about? Do you know...
Harry: you ask me if I know that you hooked up with someone else, better not say Audrey, while dating Mal?
Ben: why do you care exactly?

This dude has some f*cking annoying guts. He asks me why do I care! JEZ!

Harry: you wanna know why? Good. I came here to tell you myself that it's over with her. She doesn't want to see you.
Ben: well that's impossible actually because we are getting married in four days!
Harry: she was so right! You don't understand anything. Your so d*mn stupid! Whatever you are done with her. Don't ever get close to her again! You'll regret it! I mean it! (I'm ready to leave and I turn my back to him when his annoying mouth opens again to say something more annoying that every other annoying thing he already said)
Ben: okay and why wouldn't I get close to her?

...

Harry: because she's my girlfriend.