But It Isn't Enough!

Chapter 14

I don't know how to feel about this. I thought that he would give up on me but he didn't. I'm much more than impressed. I'm not trying to find "the perfect after Ben" so I... actually. I'm not trying to find anyone. I'm really hurt now. I don't know how long this lonely mood of mine will go but I'm not ready yet to dive into another relationship. I just find it too soon. Can you believe that love isn't my biggest problem now? My parents are back together and as much as I should be happy for them I can't be. These 2 together are a total disaster! And they want me to help them! D*mn you Harry for bringing them back together! Okay first of all I need to unlock the door of my room because the people behind it will break it. I got lost in my thoughts that I muted all the noise. This is too much. But again I have to unlock the door.

Evie: Can you stop doing this!?
Mal: doing what? ( seconds pass and my room is full of people. People I know. People that care? Oh yeah! Not Harry.)
Evie: locking yourself up in a room and scaring the cr*p out of us!
Jay: I swear you saved your door! Seconds later it would've been broken!
Mal: PEOPLE CHILL!

Noise. Everyone is complaining like this whole thing is about them! Ohhh you got tired of sitting outside my door trying to check on me to see if I'm okay! Well if you got tired then LEAVE! I'm not forced to hear many people's complaints!

Mal: hey I'm so sorry that you got tired standing outside my door but you have to leave. I'm dealing with a lot right now you know. I need a moment to put my mind in place and THEN I can talk or do anything. Please.
Evie: of course. We shouldn't complain when you have so many problems. Sorry Mal.
Jane: true we are sorry!
Mal: you don't need to apologize.

Finally alone.

<<Harry's POV>>

Uma: I thought you killed him!
Harry: I did! But she saved him...

I almost whisper. I can't understand why she chose to love someone that forced her to marry him instead of me. I'm ashamed also. I was so sure last night and now...I have to give her time. I didn't want to but if I do that I'll show her that I'm loyal to her and that I'll never give up on her. I am both of these but I get furious every time she rejects me. But I would never give up on her. Never! She's my everything even after denying me. Okay not actually deny me but sort of.

Uma: what did you say?
Harry: I SAID THAT SHE SAVED HIM! HAPPY!?
Uma: oh you're angry!? Let me tell you WHY you're angry! Because I warned you about this! I told you that she would do something to help him. But you! You as always support her even when you knew what was going to happen! I can't believe that after all this time you keep falling into her trap!
Harry: she hasn't a trap! Instead, she is trapped by that *sshole that finds always a way to keep her close to him. But mark my words: when I get her I'll keep her close to me and he'll never take her back!

Is it weird that when Harry said "mark my words" I literally did mark his words?😂😂