Blind love

Alone and confused

J's pov

I wake up in a dark room on a bed but its not my bed everything hurts especially my pelvis  i look around and see someone in the corner
"Morning sweetheart"
My heart sinks no ..
"Feel better now? "
I look at masky
"What did you do to me"
He steps closer to the bed
"You know what i did love but i did it to keep jack off your mind since hes being a bit grumpy"
I sit up and get off the bed he walks up to me and holds my hands
"You might be a bit unstable"
I let go of him walk slowly to the door i look like a baby deer
He grabs my shoulder and pulls me into a hug and whispers in my ear
"Dont worry i used a condom ... This time"
I push him away and slam the door walking to my room
I open the door and look at my table
My box my helmet my knife
... Jack

Jacks pov

She lied to me again im being dramatic this is stupid im hungry and im tired to being in this room but i dont want to risk her seeing me
I look out my window
Maybe i should just go that way i dont think shes out right now
I hop out of the window and onto the lawn walking toward my motorcycle i put on my obsidian colored helmet and get on.
I drive to the top of tge mountains its five the sun should set soon ill stay here for a while
I see a lady walk by i look back i think she is alone i walk behind her
She looks back and picks up her pace
I walk faster to match her pace her face turns pale her chestnut brown ponytail swaying as she runs away i run clearly faster than her i grab her arm and pin her on the side of the mountain
"P-please dont kill me"
I take out my scaple and lift her shirt up
"W-what are you doing?"
I look up and stare at her
"Im not gonna kill ya"
I cut into her abdomen , she screams
"Im just gonna hurt ya really bad"

(reference pshhh what are you talking about)

I cut out one of her kidneys and stitch everything up to make sure she survies
Why ... Because i saw her scars from a c section thats why
"I didnt kill you so you could go back home to your baby dont make me regret it"
She nods and limps down the mountain
I did a shity job but she will live
I take a bite and walk back to my bike to watch the sunset I sit on the edge of a cliff and sigh thinking about how much of a dick I am.

One week later

J's pov

I've been sitting in my room most of the day my door closed and seedy is sitting in front of it. Reaper is sitting next to me I stare outside my window and watch the small streaks of light fade down behind the trees ... my throat feels dry so I slowly get up and walk to the door seedy stands up and I stumble a bit reaching for the doorknob but seedy and reaper keep me steady I open the door and the lights start flickering . I hear Jeff and Ben scream and I try to get to them as fast as I can 
I get to the living room Jeff and Ben are on the floor sally is in the corner crying and there is a shadow figure pointing a gun towards me ..
"Put the gun down"
I look at the figure and it speaks
"If you move I'll shoot you"
I look at the man then to sally she's scared
"JJ I'm scared I don't what to get hurt again"
I run over to sally I hear a gun shoot all I do is look at the man he takes off his mask
"Oh c-come on-n that was-wasn't scar-ry"
I shake my head
"I was worried about sally"
I say with a blank face Jeff gets up
"You seem to be in a funk about jack so we wanted to get you out of it"
Ben and sally nod and Toby puts the knife down
"Toby how did you not stutter"
He looks at me and rubs his neck
"H-hoodie couldn't be par-rt of it but-t he wan-nted to help s-so he rec-corded his v-voice and I used-d it"
I nod
"Oh ok"
I turn to the kitchen and stumble over Jeff walks up to me
" need help kid"
I look at him
"Look at mister hotshot serial killer going soft for a newbie"
He frowns
"Soft I'm not soft kid I would kill you in a second if I had the chance!"
I look at him and hold out my hands
"Please do it"
They all look at me confused I'm usually scared of this stuff I just .. I'm not feeling it right now. Jeff steps back and Ben stands next to him
"What?"
"J are you ok"
I nod
"J what happened you can tell us"
I turn and grab water
"Nothing I'm fine"
I stumble back to the room and sit on my bed
I hear a knock at my door and tell seedy to let them in.
He pushed the door open and runs out growling
"Heh uh sweetheart call off your puppy please"
I stare outside seedeater has the boy in a white mask and yellow hoodie pinned on the wall her snout near his neck
"I should let her kill you but.."
I call seedy in the room with a whistle she stands in front of me as does reaper as he growls and smoke comes out of his nose
"But then slender would kill her so it's a win lose"
He laughs
" ouch don't you love me"
I look at him and I bawl my fist
"I .... will ... never... love you "
"Not even a little bit sweethe-"
"IM NOT YOUR SWEETHEART"
I yell crying
"J please don't cry wha-"
"GET OUT OF MY ROOM"
he turns around and walks away closing the door
Reaper climbs onto my bed and seedeater lays at my feet I hug reaper and cry
The I hear a bang

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HER YOU MASKED FUCKER"
"Jeff ?!? What the fuck is going on"
" WHY THE FUCK WAS SHE SCREAMING LIKE THAT"
"I - I don't know"
"BULLSHIT IM CALLING JACK RIGHT NOW"
"Jeff please"
"SHUT THE FUC-"

I open my door
"JEFF"
He looks at me holding Masky up by his hood
"Please put him down"
"But-"
"Jeff everything is fine"
Masky looks at me
"What the fuck!"
We both look at Masky
"nothing is fine!! I wake up and I'm in your room and you're fucking crying!!"
I look at Jeff then at Masky
"AND THEN THIS FUCKER IS HOLDING MY UP AND SCREAMING IN MY FACE"
I look down
"You don't remember.."
I ball my fist
"Remember what"
Both boys say in unison
"YOU DONT REMEMBER"
I look up and stare at the masked man with coffee brown hair
"J what are you talking about what did he do"
I disregard Jeff's words and punch Masky in the chest he falls holding his chest
"What the fuck!"
Jeff stands back
"YOU DONT REMEMBER THE KNIFE"
"What?"
"YOU GAVE ME MY KNIFE THEN YOU TOUCHED ME BECAUSE THANK YOU "WASNT ENOUGH" "
Jeff storms off I don't think much off it
"J I never-"
"THEN YOU DRUG ME AND RAPE ME WHILE IM KNOCKED OUT"
"J listen to me I would never"
"BUT YOU HAVE AND YOU DID AND YOU CANT LIE ANYMORE "
Jeff goes to pick up the phone
" DONT"
he stops
"J"
"no I said don't"
He puts the phone down
"He doesn't remember... it's in the past"
"How can you just"
"We are the only ones home no one needs to know or two people will be out of a job here and it will be my fault all I've done is cause trouble I'm going home"
Jeff looks down as does Masky I go to my room and get reaper telling seedy to stay here
She whines But complies and reaper teleports me to the old house
It's empty and Erie the cable still works I go up to my room old clothes and figures I left behind old sketchbooks I filled up
I walk to the bathroom to take a shower I see jacks jacket on the floor
"I thought he put that back on"
I pick up the hoodie and put it on the counter taking my clothes off and getting into the shower I put the shower on as hot as possible and sit down letting the water fall on me

(Ik it's weird but I know people that do this and I do it too)

After like three hours of sad Boi showers

I turn off the water and step out of the shower grabbing my light blue towel and wrapping it around myself I walk out of the bathroom grabbing my dirty clothes and jacks hoodie I throw them all in the wash and go to my room and sit on the bed
"This place is like I never left"
I look around the bodies are gone and everything is still here
I grab a white sports bra and black tights and put them on I decide to step outside when I see something unusual
"That's .... a lot of mail"
I pick up the mail and a little note next to it

I have faith you are still out there somewhere hun I took out the mail you won't need and put a bit extra

I smile and pick up the mail and sit on the porch opening it all
My last pay check worried letters from friends
And a special letter from Brent
"Jesus Christ I cant take this shit"
The envelope has 25,000 dollars in it
"I have to give this back"
I go inside and look around the kitchen
"There's enough good stuff to make cookies"
I grab everything I need and make a quick batch of chocolate chip cookies
"There's 16 here"
I look around to find the cookie bags
"Here they are"
I take the small purple gift bags and line them with parchment paper and place the cookies in there
Then I walk out to the mail box and put the money inside lifting the red flag thingy and placed the cookies under the mail box.
I look at the time
"It should be around the time to get mail"
Sit on the porch and wait.
A few minutes later I hear the mail truck and I duck behind the bushes
The mail truck stops and Bret looks surprised he picks up the bag and opens the mail box
Smiling he takes the envelope and taps his hand with it
"She is too humble for her own good"
He hesitantly puts the envelope back in his car along with the cookies and drives off