stop hurting me | han seung woo

one

there i was, my head laying on the table, waiting for everyone to arrive into class. i was always early, i don't why, i just happened to be here even though i hated showing up. my brother, seungyoun, was already in his classroom playing around with his friends. sometimes i envied how my brother had such great friends, they were practically family. i, on the other hand, only had a few close friends who are part of my brothers group as well.

kang minhee, my best friend who has been with me through thick and thin. he was the greatest person i could ever ask for after my brother of course. he has watched me lose both my parents and cared for me throughout the entire process. he helped me out at times where i didn't even ask for. he comes over to my house whenever i'm in pain (from my period) and brings me all my cravings. that's how important he is to me.

"CHO Y/N!"

i lift my head up from the table and i see wooseok, another friend of mine, coming towards me with a smile on his face. behind him, seungwoo and hayoung, the number one couple in our college that everyone adores. i ignore them and put my attention to wooseok as i give him a high five. he sits on the seat next to mine and drops his books on the table while seungwoo and hayoung sit on the two tables behind us.

"are you doing anything after school? let's go out to eat"

wooseok's sudden question gives me a small shock as he has never asked me to go anywhere with him before. i ignore that fact and nod my head, thanking god that i finished all my assignments last night. it was nice to finally go out after preparing for all these exam which will be the death of me. he averts his eyes to my phone, seeing that i was watching a clip of a show and pressed the play button.

we both begin to laugh our asses off, with tears running down our face since the characters and scenes were so funny, causing the others in the class to stare at us weirdly. as it comes to the end of the episode, we take out the headphones and i put my phone in my pocket. we suddenly hear unusual sounds and both turn our heads to the way the sound was coming from. seungwoo and hayoung making out. we both shake our heads and face back to the front.

i acted as if i was okay but deep inside i wasn't. i have liked seungwoo for 2 years and he has always been ignorant about the way i felt towards him. it was obvious that i liked him before but as soon as he and hayoung began dating, five months ago, i've pretended that i never had feelings for him and stopped talking to him a lot.

i needed to get away from these stupid feelings and just accept the fact that he was never going to like me. the only person who knows i still like him, is minhee. he would've been able to help me stay away from seungwoo if he was in my class but unfortunately he was in another class with yohan, hangyul and hyeongjun. the only class that i had with him was vocals which is great and all but seungwoo was also there.

"ugh so fucking annoying"

i whispered into wooseok's ear while rolling my eyes as he laughed at my choice of words. he ruffled my hair and whispered back to me making me want to hit him.

"your hair now looks like a gorilla"

i nearly yelled at him but i controlled myself, knowing that the class' attention would come back onto us and i hated attention. some people would tell me that i was pretty but i hated that they would judge me off how i looked. i would get stared throughout the hallway for certain reason that i'm unaware of, some of disgust and not gonna lie, i lowkey want to rip them to shreds for making up rumours and shit that never happened.

"ahh seungwoo"

hayoung moaned out his name and my head snapped back with a 'wtf' look on my face. i saw the corner of her lips rise up, meaning that she accomplished getting my attention. she was on his lap, practically grinding on him and once she saw that i was disturbed, she pulled him closer to her chest and put his hand on her ass. yeh i know it's non-existent so it gives me something to laugh at.

"shut the fuck up bitch"