stop hurting me | han seung woo

three

"leave now"

i pleaded for him to leave. he always made me feel like i was worthless so why was he even here? if he was so rude to me, shouldn't be be staying away from me?

"no, why should i?"

"please seungwoo, you've made me miserable enough"

"sorry what? repeat that again, i make you what?"

"i don't have time for this"

i sighed and walked right passed him until i felt a grip on my arm. i looked straight into his eyes with a mix of hatred and sadness. i tried to pull my arm out of his hand but he was too strong, it wouldn't budge. he used his other hand and placed it on my cheeks. i felt my face become hot and i began to panic internally.

"why did you change seungwoo? just answer that question, that's all i want to know"

his expression changed from serious to soft as his eyebrows didn't have the power to hold its position, making it relax. i could hear him mutter a small "what?" since it took him by surprise. his grip on my arm was now gone and all he did was look at me.

"what was i expecting? you were never going to give me an answer either way"

i scoffed and continued to make my way back into the class. i heard a faint "sorry" that came out from him but i couldn't take it anymore. nothing from him was ever going to be sincere. how i wished it went back to the old days before he dated hayoung.

flashback one
"stop it," i giggled as he smeared frosting all over my face. i did it back to him and now we were messing up the entire kitchen, well his kitchen to be exact. we were planning for dongpyo's birthday party and knowing seungwoo, he wanted dongpyo's party to be perfect. it was as if dongpyo was his son, how cute. the features on our faces were practically gone as vanilla and chocolate covered every single bit.

"no you look so cute like this," i blushed at his words and hit his arm as a joke.

"ow that hurts," he rubbed his arm with a pout on his face. i thought that i had actually hurt him and began apologising until he added more frosting to my face, making me face palm. he laughed at me and starting teasing on how gullible i was.
end of flashback

flashback two
"no i don't want to watch a horror movie! you know how scared i am"

"trust me, it'll be fine. plus, you have me, i'll scare away all those ghosts from you, scaredy-cat"

"i am not a scaredy-cat! fine we'll watch the movie but if anything happens to me i'm suing you"

what i didn't know was that he was smiling the entire time. he loved seeing me act like this, that's why he chose this movie. we sat against the couch with blankets wrapped around ourselves and popcorn in between each other. throughout the movie, i constantly continued to scream and seungwoo found it cute. i felt myself position closed to him, and every time i did, i tried to move away but he always pulled my back in and lauded my head on his shoulder.
end of flashback

i sat back into my seat with wooseok and luckily no one noticed as they were all playing around on their phone or gossiping. yeh i know, how rude of them to do during a lesson. miss jung smiled at me when i entered and continued the lesson. wooseok patted my shoulder in assurance and tried to make jokes to get my mind off of what had just happened.

"so we're still hanging after school?"

"yep, it would be a lot of help, not gonna lie"

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"so what do you want to eat? i'm feeling some broth"

"how about we just ramen and dessert afterwards?"

he agreed and we walked to one of the most famous ramen restaurants in town. fortunately, the line wasn't long so we were able to get a table quickly. we chatted about all sorts of things and i couldn't even believe some of the topics that came up. absolutely bonkers.

after we finished up that deliciousness, we walked to a nearby café and ordered an iced caramel macchiato, green tea frappe and a small sundae. what we didn't notice until five minutes later, was that seungwoo and hayoung were sitting on the table right next to us.

"do you want to change it a different table, y/n? if they make you feel uncomfortable, we can just leave"

"no no, it's fine"

wooseok and i could hear seungwoo and hayoung talk shit about me but i blocked them from my ears. i continued my conversation with wooseok from before about how funny it was when yohan was dancing to a particular song for the very first time and we all ended up joining along with him.

wooseok suddenly leaned towards me and wiped my cheek with his thumb. i looked at him questionably and he just laughed.

"you had some of the chocolate syrup on the corner of your mouth"

i felt embarrassed as i was such a messy eater. my brother and i have always been eating as if there was no tomorrow.

"do you want to go back home now? i'm pretty sure some of the boys are at my house. we can play some games if you want"

"sure"

as we began to walk, we heard our names being called out.

"WAIT! I'M COMING WITH YOU GUYS"