|Searans nightmare|
I woke up in my bed and y/n was asleep beside me but I turn over to look at y/n to see Rika standing behind y/n with a finger on her mouth shushing me to stay quiet
Rika then pulls out a gun about to shoot y/n and I couldn't move I tried so hard but couldn't I felt tears well up in my eyes and when Rika was about to shoot y/n i was woken up by y/n
"Hey calm down it's just a dream." Y/n says and I hug her and she hugs me back as she shushes me
"I'm so scared she was here I swear she was." I say crying and y/n rubs my back
"It's ok I'm here and so is pearl nothing will happen to us we are both ok."
No matter how much y/n tried to calm me down I just couldn't calm down my nightmares make me feel so powerless
"Y/n help me please." I say and y/n nodded
|Your pov|
Saeran was shaking with fear and he couldn't calm down and you knew he needed to feel in control of himself, which meant he basically had to take control of you, control you through sex basically make you powerless under him, it's just how it's always been ever since you saved him from mint eye
"It's ok Saeran I'm fine with it do whatever you need, just take control of me your ok."
|hours later|
You were holding a sleeping Saeran in your arms as you play with his hair
Saeran was hugging you and using you as a pillow which this is how he sleeps when stuff like this happens
*I wish saeran would get help but he won't and I can't force him I can only encourage him to try and get help maybe one day he will get help I hope so*
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Life as Saerans wife
FanfictionBeing married to saeran has never been easy it's difficult mostly because you both fight a lot and after you both fight he leaves and stays with his brother for days or weeks but even if you both fight you both love each other more then anything
