Saeran was talking to you about how he wants to get his tattoo covered
"That's a great idea Saeran do what you want to do." You say and Saeran kisses your shoulder and you look at him and laugh
"I love you so much I feel like I don't say that enough."
"You don't need to say it for me to know you love me, I just look at my wedding ring and that's all the reminder I need, as well as pearl." You say and Saeran kisses you and you kiss him back and Saeran pulls away and puts his hands where the baby is and smiles
*I need to be a better father, I don't want pearl to just think whenever I get angry I'm always gonna leave, I don't want her being scared that one day I'll leave and never come back, and I don't want my next child to grow up thinking that as well* Saeran thinks as he kisses you again he wanted to show you how much he loved you
You let out a sigh as you smile and Saeran was happy you were smiling because it meant you were happy and it made him happy you were happy
*I can't mess up this next child too, I have to be better I have to do better! I can't fail another kid! I can't make them scared of me leaving the house because they are scared I won't come back! Saeran thinks as he lets out a sigh
"You ok?" You ask and Saeran nods
"Yeah just I won't mess up again." Saeran says and you smile at him
"You won't, your trying to get better and that's good enough to show your gonna do better, your gonna be there for this little one and pearl, and you're gonna be the amazing dad you want to be." You say and Saeran smiles
*I am so lucky to have this amazing woman as my wife*
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Life as Saerans wife
FanfictionBeing married to saeran has never been easy it's difficult mostly because you both fight a lot and after you both fight he leaves and stays with his brother for days or weeks but even if you both fight you both love each other more then anything
