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3a.m. thoughts

Short Story

This book will be composed of short stories, random thoughts, and poems I come up with late at night. In progress Disclaimer! Contains depressive and suicidal thoughts. The book goes from daily struggles all the way to mental illnesses. I am in no...

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Us

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by atelo_

by atelo_

                                    
                                              I don't want you just
to be a memory stored
at the back of mind. 
I want you to come back and fight for us. 
I believe we can turn into something beautiful, but I just won't let it become true. 
I keep pushing you away because I'm afraid.
I keep ruining what we have because I'm afraid. 
I keep running away because I'm afraid.
Can I tell you what I'm afraid of?
I'm not afraid of getting hurt, 
I'm afraid I might hurt you. 
I'm afraid I might drag you into this dark hole 
with me.
I'm afraid I might ruin you once and for all.
And you don't deserve that.
You deserve so much more, but because
I'm selfish I keep calling for you to come back. 
So, If you really believe in us
You will come back and fight
for me. 
For us.