3a.m. thoughts

Voices

         As I laid there in my bed and stared into the abyss of my dark bedroom, millions of unwanted and uncalled for thoughts came rushing in. Behold the art of overthinking. I just want to be able to drift into a deep and peaceful slumber, but as usual, I couldn't fall asleep as my thoughts and worries slowly crowded my mind. At night I lay awake for hours simply just staring at my ceiling or wondering if that pile of clothes in my chair is some type of monster, other times I feel like I'm being watched. Some of you might think it's silly, at least that's what my friends think.

"Just close your eyes"

"It's all in your head, your just imagining things"

" There's nothing there"

they say, if only it were that easy. I seem to have these voices in my head that I can't manage to get out. No matter how hard I try, it just isn't possible.

Is it just my subconscious or my demons calling on the other end?

Who knows, all I know is that they like to creep up on me; Sure, during the day I can still hear the little whispers trying to take control of my mind, but nothing compared to when I'm alone at night.

What will you do with your life?

What comes after death?

Will you ever be happy?

What if tomorrows the end of the world?

Did I lock my front door?

Well, at least I can assure you I did close my front door. Wait, did I really close it. Shit. I stood up and made my way to the front door; yup it was closed. I went back upstairs and let my body fall onto my bed. The truth is I don't have the answers to any of those questions. All I know is that I need someone to save me, I need you to save me. Now. Before these voices, these demons decide to take over my mind once and for all.

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